My Roller Coaster Life

2010-10-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

Long time did not write anything for my blog! Life's kinda hectic now. Have to work for long hours. No time to fool around anymore! I pray to learn fast and close cases of my own. Need to find more prospects and get referrals from them! God, please grant these wishes of mine and bless others in the agency as well so we all can achieve the targets we've set. Please bless our families to be in good health, too. Amen!

sleep-less nights

2010-06-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

I had insufficient sleep for the past few nights. and now I have dark circles around my eyes! Looks scary! Long time didn't have this symptom! Mom urged me to sleep early tonight but I still want to play computer game for a moment until slightly after 1am. Need to exercise the eyes as well coz the muscles feels strained and painful whenever I try to roll my eyes! and it's giving me a slight headache as well.

Got my own NEW wireless broadband (again). I subscribed to the Celcom student plan. Monthly fee of RM50 and I paid RM100 for free modem + registration fee. so now I don't have to 'battle' with my parent for the previous broadband! and my dad now can enjoy surfing the whole night without being interrupted.

resemblance

2010-06-18T12:21:00.001+08:00

I just noticed that my blog's background is kinda similar to SID's latest PV, レイン or Rain.

Please watch the following video. It's my current favourite song! :D

SID - Rain/レイン

Sorry for the poor quality of the video. Enjoy¬

psst, SID is currently my favourite boyband! Aki (bassist) looks hot but I have the hots for Yuuya (drummer). Mao (vocalist) looks cute at certain times. Shinji (guitarist) actually looks better with long hair. LOL!!!

HRD Appreciation Dinner Batch 2007/2010

2010-05-06T06:37:00.000+08:00

The Appreciation Dinner was held on 30th April 2010 at The Banquet. It was fun! And it was sad as well as we all have to part ways but it was memorable. I was in the performance team. My team performed cultural dances. It was my first time to wear a Bidayuh costume! Too bad I did not take a picture of it. Sad. There was a technical problem with the sound system when we performed the first time. So we had the music stopped and we restart the performance again. We practiced last minute, so there were lots of mistakes. hehehe...

After the performance, we changed our costumes to our own clothes. I had my hair and makeup done earlier at a saloon before I went to The Banquet. So I did not have to worry about those things. The supposedly reserved table for us performers (dancers) was taken by other people, so we have to sit at tables with empty seats. I sat at the VIP table with Shiela and Pat. Luckily there is enough food for us to eat as we missed out 2 dishes and we were starving.

I did not eat much that night. I guess my appetite was not as big as before. I did not take as many pictures as I imagined earlier. So I missed out taking pictures with some people that I would like to snap pictures with. But I hope that I will be keeping in touch with them through Facebook. That is why I need to be active in FB sometimes. The past 4 months I was rather idle in it.

Pictures will be uploaded in my FB account. check it out if possible. Ciao.

2010-04-20T13:05:00.000+08:00

I was sick during the weekends. Went to see the doctor on Sunday night.

I just sat for my first paper yesterday. It was ok for me (but i'm not sure if I can score well or not). I am having final exams these 2 weeks.

I have not started writing my final report for my FYP!

Now I am having a bad sore throat. Cause it was not serious yet when I went to see the doctor on Sunday.

Tomorrow's paper is English paper. I just need to flip through the text book and remember the formats of memo and formal letter.

Wish me lots of luck in my exams and wish me to get well soon! :D
Thanks a lot!

Bloated

2010-04-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today I slept at 5am, woke up at 12pm. This was caused by the addiction of reading manga continuously! Gyyyaahhh! Gotta have self control to that.

I went to KFC for dinner with my friend. Then we met my friend's friends, so we all sat together and eat and chat. I drank a bit too much till my stomach feels bloated and it feels rather bad. ugh.

There is my last presentation tomorrow. Not prepared yet. Want to read manga 1st before preparing my presentation. (this is bad.... my FYP final report is still idle since the end of last semester!)

That is all. Oyasumi~

Tired but Happy: Part 2

2010-04-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Today I went out with my best friend, Juju, to the Spring. We attended a movie, 'How To Train Your Dragon'. It was SUPERB!! Both of us LOVE it SOOOO MUCH that we keep on talking about the movie right after the movie finished! And Night Fury is SOOOO CUTE! lol! it's like keeping a dragon as a pet like cats and dogs!

I spent quite a fortune today on food and my Final Year Dinner dress.
Food: RM40
Dress: RM100 (3 amu will pay RM20 each)

It rained the whole evening today. At least the rain helped to cool down the hot city. hehe.

Till next time, take care!

tired but happy

2010-04-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

I am soooo happy and relieved and tired at the same time! I am happy because I have presented my Final Year Project (FYP) today and I get quite good comments. My presentation skills need to improve in the future. I need to have more confidence while presenting. *sigh*

well, I stayed up practically the whole day today just to finish my presentation slides. took me ages to create a beautiful slide! PLUS, I am using Microsoft Office 2003! argh! Not-so-user-friendly for me. To have that software downgraded together with my Windows XP, it really is a torture and time consuming! Anyway, I will upgrade my laptop to Windows 7 this coming holidays. I cannot wait to finish my report for FYP and get over with final exams!

Then there is the final year dinner for us final year students (my program only). Have not found a dress to go with the occasion. Found 1 dress, but I do not know if it is worth the price to pay...

I cannot wait for my trip to KL next month! Tricia, wait for meeeee! hehehe...

Jaa, ato de.

Tryout!

2010-03-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

I just updated the layout of my blog! hehehe... I know that I do not have many followers, but I still want to blog anyway for my own satisfaction.

I cannot wait to go karaoke with my friends. I cannot wait to finish all my reports and get over with the exams and I am F-R-E-E!!! *snicker*

urge

2010-03-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

Suddenly I have the urge to post on my blog. Just want to mention that my guts are working really well when I am under pressure. and early this morning my guts told me that there will be a case study for Introduction to Business Management. And there was! dang! I had to lose 10% for that because I was busy preparing myself for my English assessment, which is job interview. And surprisingly, I thought that I will be feeling sleepy in the afternoon, but I am still active! must be all the sugar that I took last night and this afternoon! I have a midterm exam for Strategic Management tomorrow afternoon and I have not studied it yet. haih... so many things to get done. So little time. And I feel like I'm going crazy. Luckily there are a number of events that could help me take my mind away from those stress. hehehe..

Hello!!!

2010-01-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

it has been a looooooong time since i last posted something on my blog. I got lots of stories to tell. but I think I will just summarize them later in another post. Tonight I just felt like posting something on my blog, so this crapping came out! LOL! I even online MSN during lecture today! used my handphone, of course! but my batt somehow reduce very quickly whenever I open that application on my handphone! *hmph*

anyway, that is all from the brain-that-is-not-thinking-straight-anymore. Nite all! :P

fee fii fo fum!

2009-10-08T00:40:00.003+08:00

wahhhh! it has been a loooooonnnnggggg time since I updated my blog! I can say that I was lazy to post any entries. Lazy wanna brainstorm on what to write for each post!

Last week I was busy completing the draft of my thesis. It took me 3 days to crap my thesis. Of course it needs to be altered further. otherwise it really is crap and I would get F for it! ugh! Presentation of the thesis will be next Friday! OMG! I have not even prepared my slideshows yet! *dies*

I still have 2 more assignments to complete. One of them I have to complete it by today (Thursday). Due date is the following day, Friday! geez! Been procrastinating again! watched Kyou Kara Maou Season 3 last few nights.

I have the urge to go for some karaoke sessions but time does not permit me to do so! there are so many things to do and finals is just 1 month away! arghhhh! This weekend I have to babysit Mira coz no one is free to look after her.

I'm having stomachache right now! ugh! makes me no energy and no concentration to do my work! *sobs*

This week...

2009-09-16T13:57:00.003+08:00

will be a busy week for me. I just stayed up the whole night (and this morning, too) to finish one of my assignments! When I wanted to upload it online, my internet connection suddenly slowed down and it annoyed me! haih... but luckily I successfully uploaded it on the site and went to sleep at 4.30am. I could not sleep immediately, so I had to twist and turn on my bed for half an hour. I set alarm at 7.30am but I could not get out of bed. so I escaped today's class (again!). I woke up at 1.20pm. now I'm feeling better after getting enough rest. :)

I realized...

2009-09-04T13:08:00.002+08:00

that I missed all my morning classes for this week! what is wrong with me? Why am I so unmotivated to wake up early in the morning? Is it my metabolism for not exercising regularly? Is it my bedtime? I guess it is both, and my unending crave for entertainment especially Japanese dramas!

my sanity...

2009-09-04T02:49:00.002+08:00

is back! lol! sorry for the earlier post. It seems like I made a few mistakes. I wanted to say that my BRAIN (not HEAD) is about to ooze out of my skull! hehe...

Since I got information from a mate of mine that our supervisor for FYP is currently in KL, this means that the due date for the assignment has been postponed to next week, most probably on Monday. This means I got the weekends to finish it. hehe... hopefully I am motivated to finish it, without much disturbance from my family. :)

Just finished watching a Korean movie entitle 'Antique Bakery'. It's really nice and there are pretty/handsome guys in there as the main characters! well, I have to give a little bit of warning that there is slight yaoi scenes. What is yaoi? Go google it up! hehehe...

Mom & Papa will be going back to Sibu next Monday. So I will be going back to sis's house and spend the weekend with the whole family. And my mom promised she'll be treating me to Pizza Hut's. hehehe... gaining more pounds again!

oh yea! the icky, dirty bathrooms of my hostel house has just been cleaned by the lady cleaners today! I would like to thank them for helping us cleaning it. We just did not have the tools to do so. That is why all the molds and algae stayed on the walls.... *ugh*

that's all for now. Goodnight!

My head...

2009-09-03T18:29:00.002+08:00

... is about to ooze out from my skull! I have ABSOLUTELY no idea on what to write for my literature review for my final year project (fyp) and I have to pass it up tomorrow!

oh wait, I just got a word from my mate that our supervisor won't be in tomorrow! yay! more time to finish the work! *phew* but this does not mean that I can slack (again and again and again...). I hope to crap my way, I mean my work out in 3 days!

I am so disoriented. Someone gotta save me from this madness/loneliness. By the way, I am still waiting for Tricia to online and chat with her via MSN. geez, that girl want her head off!!!

Tina: Off with her head!!
Tricia: nooooo! forgive meee!
Tina: no way! no more mercy from me! mwahahahah!

geez, I AM going crazy! *sob*

tata for now~

2009-08-30T04:11:00.002+08:00

yay! a new post! it has been a very long time since I updated. well, this weekend I am at sis's house. Monday is a public holiday for Malaysia's 52nd Independence Day. So I will be hanging out here till Monday evening.

It has been great to play with Mira. She is so naughty, asking people to play with her most of the time. she did not sleep much during the day today. Because I have no other ways to entertain her, I showed her NEWS's Pacific Concert (2008). She was very excited. Her heart was thumping so fast as if it were to pop out of her chest anytime! lol~

I have not done anything for my final year project (aka thesis). been so lazy and unmotivated. I do not know how to motivate myself. -.-"

so sleepy now. it is 4.20am. Time for me to sleep. I do not want some ugly pimple to appear on my face! :(

updates(?)

2009-08-12T14:52:00.002+08:00

hi guys! sorry for not updating this blog for a loooong time. my wireless broadband has got some problems which I am not sure of. I just found out last night that my housemates who uses broadband like mine is experiencing the same problem, too! doh, is it because Unimas has too many people using celcom broadband? then please do something about it if you want your customers to be loyal to u, CELCOM!! *anger*

Kuching is experiencing water rationing. and it so happened that my hostel and another hostel nearby did not have water from 5-11pm. and coincidentally I went to the gym yesterday evening to workout! so I was sticky the whole night. luckily me and 2 of my roommates went to a nearby faculty and took our baths there. there were tonnes and tonnes of water enough for everyone. If today and tomorrow we are still experiencing water rationing, I think I will have to stay at my sister's house. I cannot stand it not having water, especially to pee and poo-poo. LOL~

Today me and other 25 people went for a site visit to Sanmina, an electronic chip manufacturing company. it was interesting but at the same time, all of us were yawning the whole way. I almost dozed off while I was taking notes of what the speaker was saying! -.-"

I am going back to my hometown this weekend for 1 whole week! it is our midsem break and I have been waiting for this day to arrive. Needed a break from hectic lifestyle of Kuching and say hello to my sweet home in Sibu! :P

Hi

2009-07-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello to everyone who drops by my blog! Thank you for dropping by (even without leaving any signs behind. :P). em, I have not been updating my blog for almost a month! right now I am baby sitting my niece while my sister is cooking dinner and my bro-in-law is watching tv. I did some household chores earlier and I have not taken my bath yet! the weather in Kuching is sooooo HOT that I have to sweat 1st every night before going to sleep! Maybe that is the cause that made my face looks horrible with all the pimple popping out on the left side of my cheeks! Walking to classes in the HOT afternoons melted my facial products which I applied on my face before going to classes! geez, wasting my money only! >.<

I only started going to classes last week although it started 2 weeks ago! hehe... the lazy bug bit me! Took up Japanese Language Level 2 this semester. Hopefully I this could polish up my speaking skills! :D

I am trying to change my style of writing and I will try my best to keep every post short! :D
That's all! Sayonara~

2009-06-24T12:02:00.003+08:00

*reporting yesterday's events*

Roles:
Mr. A : the car driver
Mr. B : car passenger
Mr. C : Motorcyclist
Mr. D : Passenger of the motorcylist

While I was enjoying my laksa for breakfast, an minor accident happened right in front of Block G of Swinburne! Mr. A was dropping off his passenger, Mr. B, in front of Block G. When Mr. opened the car door, he accidentally knocked the door at an oncoming motorcycle on his left. Mr. C & Mr. D fell down together with the motorcycle! Mr. B was still blur on what is happening (I saw it on his face). Then a guard nearby quickly rushed over to see what happened. After Mr. B came out of the car, Mr. C got up from his bike, helped Mr. D up on his feet, pick up the bike, took off his helmet and start shouting at Mr. B for his carelessness. Mr. C was very pissed of with Mr. B. Because Mr. B was late for work, Mr. A told him that he will settle this matter with Mr. C. So they both stood there, Mr. C was shouting nonstop at Mr. A. From my view, Mr. A looked like he did not want to admit that it was his fault (to be exact, Mr. B's fault). so they had a little quarrel in the middle of the road. Then Mr. C drove his motorcycle to a parking lot and Mr. A also drove away from that road to not cause traffic jam. I do not know what happened between them after that as I was late for work as well and I the last thing I saw was a person in charge of safety rushed to the scene and maybe try to work things out between Mr. A and Mr. C.

My observation of the incident:
- Maybe Mr. A did not display any signal that he is stopping there to drop his passenger.
- Maybe Mr. B did not look at his side mirror before he opens the door.
- Maybe Mr. C thought that Mr. B will look through his side mirror 1st before coming out of the car and Mr. C has a chance to squeeze through between the curb and the car.

So this is what happened yesterday. Will be updating today's events later. :D

lol!

2009-06-23T10:52:00.006+08:00

I have changed the layout of my blog again. Ignore the title of the blog if you hate it. hehehe... I love this layout! thanks to the creator of this layout! *hugssss*

There are rumours this morning that there is H1N1 infected student in Swinburne Sarawak. I am not sure whether it is real or not. Have not heard any confirmation about it. So I assume that it is not true. hehe...

Last night I sms an old friend of mine who is currently working in Papua New Guinea (dang, dunno how to spell the name of the country. Had to Google it up). Spent RM4.++ !! *shocked* 1 sms = Rm0.20 . In the end we ended up chatting online because I could not afford to spend another credit of mine (YES, i am very stingy with credits!).

I intended to sleep early last night but I ended up sleeping after 11pm. I never follow the original plans of my own planning. Mira was so excited when she watched 'Surf's Up' on HBO last night. I think she slept later than me.

A colleague of mine treated me to a bowl of laksa for breakfast today. That is so nice of her! I have not properly thanked her for it yet! hehe...

Today is one of my supervisor's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARREN! muahahahahaha...

I guess that is all I have to say right now! back to my work! (been onlining nonstop since I arrived at the office! lol!)

aaaaaaarrrrr

2009-06-22T16:42:00.003+08:00

sooooo sleepy today! why not? I did not get enough sleep for the past 4 nights. call me crazy/stupid/whatever. lol~ I do not mind. I almost doze off while typing documents. darn! my brain can almost remember the position of each letters on the keyboard. I had to open my eyes just to see what my fingers have typed on the screen! lol~

ok, i know I have not been updating lately. I will summarize the past events here.
17th June 2009, Wednesday
My cousin's son (which is also my nephew. His name is Xander) turned 5 years old today. There was a joint birthday party that night for the grandson and grandfather (the grandfather is my uncle! LOL~). My uncle's birthday falls on the following day, 18th June. He is 69 years old already!

My sister bought a Transformer autobot for Xander. It is only Level 2 transformation (for ages 4+). I forgot the name of the autobot, but it has the name 'Jolt'. something to do with electricity. We reached the location rather late! The family waited for us to arrive before they start the birthday celebration. How thoughtful of them! (and we were feeling pretty guilty for arriving late).

Xander's dad bought him a HUGE Bumblebee that can transform, talk, and even MOVE!! my estimation of the price is around rm400-rm500! so cool! I forgot to snap the picture of the Bumblebee thought. hehehe... Xander's dad promised that he would buy the Bumblebee for him if he scored 5 A's in his report card (he is only in elementary school!). I was amazed...

19th June 2009, Friday
Swinburne organized Trivia Nite for all its staffs. Swinburne staffs' tickets only cost RM10. Adult guest is RM15 each. Children age between 6 to 12 cost RM5 each. Children below 5 will be free! The night before, me and my sister were busy ripping karaoke videos from the cds to the external harddisk. Both of us were dead tired from lack of sleep (as usual). Since the committee members gave her (and dragging me along because I am the SISTER) the responsibility to choose songs to be played and karaoke songs to be sung for the event. I sang one song but I was so nervous, I just keep on moving myself to chase away that nervousness. There were LOTS and LOTS of food! there were so much food that everyone tapau them home! lol~ we finished at slightly after 10pm. By the time we reached home, we were soooo tired!

21st June 2009, Sunday
I went to St Joseph Cathedral for Mira's baptism briefing. It was informative learning our roles as godparents and parents to the baby/child/children. gosh... Godparents' responsibilities are rather heavy! I just knew that. In the afternoon, I went out with Claud and Fam to boutiques cause Claud is still looking for the perfect prom dress for Swinburne's prom night. There is a high possibility that I will be going because I have a dress which belongs to my sister and I just need to find the right heels for it. hehehe... after that we went to Sarawak Plaza. I found 3 DBSK photo books, but the picture quality not the good ones. hmm.. so I did not buy it. I bought the Gokusen 3 SP dvd instead! lol! not sure when I will be watching it since I do not have time to watch it at the moment. Then we head off to The Spring to have dinner at Kenny Rogers. There were 6 of us: me, Claud, Carol, Fam, Gab, Justin. Justin was the guest of honour. Long time did not see/chat with him. The last time me and Claud saw him was when we were Form 1. Since I got in touch with him through Facebook (I begin to love Facebook more and more every day!) , we exchanged numbers and decided to meet up. lol! I had gastric that night. Could hardly stand up straight! The moment I reached home, I took gastric medicine (which I have to chew it to bits and I never like the taste! yuCK!!).

*edited on 23 June*

addict...

2009-06-17T11:24:00.002+08:00

guess what? I am currently addicted to Facebook's applications especially Mafia Wars, Barn Buddy, Superpoke, Superpoke cute pets! arrrggghhh! soooo addictive! and I could not concentrate much in my work!! why oh why does Swinburne have such good internet connection? sheesh... and I am fretting over small matters like this...

-Big Smiles-

2009-06-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, my lecturer from Unimas came to visit me at Swinburne for the so-called inspection. Dr. H called me up slightly after 4pm and said he would like to pay me a visit as he was somewhere near the area. I guess I was on his 'last-minute' list because he asked me what time I will be finishing work. My friend, Juju, told me that Dr. H called Emy (another friend of mine) and told her that he will be coming to visit them sometime this week. And he visited them yesterday morning. heheh... He asked them quite a number of questions compared to me. I guess Dr. H was in quite a rush to go home (and maybe to avoid traffic jam as well). The jam is quite bad but still moving.

last nite Mira had another concert viewing again before she starts complaining that she wants to go to sleep. she enjoys activities, so can consider that she does not sleep as much as other babies (I think). I showed her NEWS's concert. she likes the dancing steps (as usual). I also showed her the latest PV of Arashi's singles, Ashita no Kioku and Crazy Moon~kimi no muteki~. I like Crazy Moon~kimi no muteki~ coz it has an upbeat tune and throughout the whole PV, there was only dancing! which I think Mira likes it a lot! hehehe...

this morning I ate kolo mee which I take away from Chilli Peppers. and now my tummy seems to be suffering of moving wind. arghhhhh! I have been kentuting for quite some time now! lol~

P/S: To my new readers, please leave some signs that you were here in my chatbox! thank you~

I'm back!

2009-06-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

Well, did you (my readers) miss me? *gets bricked* lol~
I did not go to work last Friday as I was on sick leave with medical certificate (MC). I was too tired and could hardly breathe whenever I am in air-conditioned areas/rooms. Lucky for me no lecturers decided to come and visit me for inspection! hehehe... Well, I AM still waiting for them to visit me SOON! been waiting for almost a month now!

Since I got sick on Tuesday, I did not go near Mirabelle. I think she missed me playing with her, too. Because whenever I stood about 1 meter away from her (preventing from passing the virus to her) and waving, and sometimes dancing, in front of her, she would smile at me! lol! but I cannot win my dad. He only said the words "My pretty little girl", she smiled so wide that you could even see her gums (which also means she has toothless smiles! LOL!!!)! I took lots of cute pictures of her but I have not transfered them to my laptop (darn, I am SO lazy whenever it comes to my PC during my semester breaks. I do not even bother to go online unless I am bored to death).

Finally, I took some cute pics together with Mira! I slept late last night at 1am. a couple of hour s before that I watched Transformers DVD with my sister and after the movie ended, I babysit Mira for about an hour while my dad was busy throwing the garbage and feed the dogs outside the house. I do not think that I will be playing with Mira today. Otherwise I will ended up sleeping late again (from watching DVD concerts of Tohoshinki, KAT-TUN, Hey! Say! JUMP!). Since we stopped that activity, Mira gets bored easily, too. hm...

Today I am collecting lots of information on what to put inside the induction program. hehe... I am sleepy but after lunch, i'm rejuvenerated agaiN! :D

I have not stalked SYC for about 10 days!! gosh! I am soooo outdated about their concerts and of coz, good-looking pictures! :P Will be going home late today because my brother-in-law will be picking me and my sister. *sigh*

I suddenly got the Johnny's mania!!! And I am soooo angry at myself for missing the Shounen Club show last nite on NHK World! arghhhhH!!! *kick myself* The special guest appearance is Tegoshi Yuya! My very 1st favourite idol!!!

~Pic spamzzz~

We start off with Tegoshi Yuya of NEWS!

then we have my so-called new hairstyle! (which looks like a beehive in 3D)

then we have Nyimi!

Then we have Mira and her family members!
First, Mira & her mum

Next, Mira & her grandma

Third, me and Mira

Next, Mira trying her best to hold her own feeding bottle

Her pic when she was exactly 2 months old

sniiiiiiifffff

2009-06-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

I am down with flu which includes fever and sore throat! and I am still coming to work! This is because I cannot take any sick leave unless I have medical certificate (MC). So here I am in front of my desk sniffing my mucus (ewww) back to my systems!

Lunch will be at 12pm today. I cannot wait to go home! I will see the doctor tonight at Chong's Clinic located at 2 1/2 Mile and get a MC! I seriously cannot work well with my current condition! *sniff again*

I have not been drinking much water today (coz I have not refilled my bottle). Have to eat 2 tablets of Panadol! ugh! I am not sure how I got sick. My guess(es) is
1) did not have enough sleep (sleep late, wake up early)
2) wash hair so late at night

I did not get to talk to Mira much last night because of this flu. I guess I won't be getting anywhere near her till I am cured!

oh dear...

2009-06-09T14:30:00.002+08:00

oh mannnn~ I have been eating nonstop since 10am this morning! been eating bits of cakes brought by my HR officer, Jane! The chocolate cheese is super delicious! Hopefully tomorrow she will bring more of it again. ^_^
There are other recipes as well but the chocolate cheese will be current favourite!

and another HR officer, Emy, gave all of us chocolates (imported ones, of course!). I thought of fasting from chocs but it seems I cannot do so as my appetite seems to be big today!

My work today is just continuing my induction handbook outline and checking the HRDF's figures and print them out and then chop (using stamps!) all the receipts to make it claimable from HRDF later. Since I do not have the chance at home to blog, I will be posting a short post here! :D

Mira will be getting another shot from her doctor (not sure what shot is it this time). I won't be going to the clinic with her because I do not feel like it. Maybe I will change my mind if I still have the energy to go later. hehe...

Last night, I entertained Mira with her caterpillar stuffed toy given by her paternal aunt (I am the maternal aunt). I made lots of weird actions with the toy and she enjoyed it. Half an hour later, she got bored of it. So I had to bring her up to my room to watch tour concert starring Hey! Say! JUMP! (aka HSJ for short). The concert is Hey! Say! JUMP-ing Tour 2008. Watched it halfway. Mira also enjoyed watching KAT-TUN's Queen of Pirates concert! gosh... she really enjoys watching them dance. And she tried to dance her own version out! too bad I did not film the process cause I was holding her.

:D

2009-06-08T13:06:00.005+08:00

Today I ate lunch with my cliques (Fila, Ani, Dennis, and newcomer, Sophia). Sis went out an hour earlier to go to St. Joseph's Cathedral to collect the baptism form for Mira. The baptism will be on 28th June and I am going to be her godmother!

sorry I have yet to upload pics of my latest hairstyle! have not transfer them to my laptop! I hope I got the energy to do it tonight! and more cute pics of Mira!!

I would not be stalking SYC these few days until I get my work done! argh! have not even done most of my induction handbook. And my manager will be back next Monday!

This will be a short post as I do not know what else to mention!

gosh...

2009-06-04T08:53:00.003+08:00

yoohooo... I am sorry for not updating my blog for the past week. I have been rather busy with my projects that I am supposed to finish by next week to present it to my HR manager! she is on leave till the end of next week! So now I have to rush with my projects! maybe I cannot relax this weekend and next weekend!

I have 2 friends and an idol of mine whose birthday falls on TODAY, 4th June! Carol's boyfriend, Gab, my primary school friend, Francesca, & Park Yoochun of TVXQ. Gab & Francesca is 21 this year and Yoochun is 23.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, Gab and Francesca! May you guys enjoy your birthday till 11.59pm (today only)!

p/s: there will be a little spamming of Yoochun's pics towards the end of this post! :P

I got myself a new hairdo last Saturday. I was supposed to have a trim only, but my hairstylist decided to give me a FUNKY hairstyle. I have yet to transfer the pics to my laptop and then to my pendrive. So you can only wait for it maybe this coming weekend or maybe next week!

I went visiting on Hari Gawai (aka Harvest Festival) for 2 consecutive days! And I have to congratulate myself for being able to put on quite a few pounds! Argh! Definitely have to cut down on my meat intake for the coming weeks! I ate lots of mutton and beef! All the food served at those houses were sooooooooo delicious that I even went for seconds!

Oh yea, I went fishing for talapia at my brother-in-law's aunty's pond! caught so many! but mostly the small, tiny ones. Not big enough to be eaten yet. So I released them from the hook and throw them back into the pond. Though it hurts them physically (because of the fishing hook), I stopped the activity after I caught around 12 fishes. Pics will only be available in future posts!

ok, time for Yoochun birthday pics spams!

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY, MICKY PARK YOOCHUN! Wish you all the best in whatever you do! *hugs & kisses*
*kicked by SYC admins*

Credits: as on the pictures

Yoochun with weird expression. Taken from SYC.

My favourite TVXQ couple, Soulmate couple! (Other fans made this up, not me!)

Mirotic era

Another Soulmate moment!

Soelreim CF

From the Secret Code Concert!

From NTV Mirai Sozodo

bored...

2009-05-27T10:15:00.005+08:00

I am feeling bored for the past few days. Been wasting my time by doing work that I manage to pile up the last 3 weeks! lol!~ so now I am drafting and quoting EPF's FAQs for Swinburne. I do not even have the high urge to stalk SYC. maybe because there are not much updates on TVXQ so the admins decided to spamz the site with lots and LOTS of pics. i enjoyed looking at the pictures but there is nothing much to comment about.
[it is supposed to be a secret from the lecturers! Hopefully they do not stalk my blog! *fingers crossed*]

The past few days I did not play with Mira. Her daddy played with her. So I just go online instead. LOL! Next Monday and Tuesday are public holidays for Sarawak. Sarawak will be celebrating Harvest Festival during these 2 days. It is to thank the Gods of Harvest for giving the farmers good harvests of rice(?). I forgot already! *failed Sarawakian*
Anyway, there will be lots of wine drinking. These wines are made from fermented rice which the locals call 'tuak'. I heard that Japanese who ever drank tuak loves it very much because it is much sweeter than their sake. I have only drank tuak once, so I cannot give much comments on how tuak tastes like.

I have a new blog account at wordpress.com. I am still considering whether I should shift my blog from Blogspot to Wordpress or just stay put in Blogspot. hm...

I was kinda moody this morning because my sister sort of raised her voice over my breakfast. So I did not talk to her much. wahahahahaha! cis... I feel irritated because not many people online (actually I am waiting for Tricia to online so I can complain to her) to chat with.

ok, better finish this post now and get back to my work.

Pictures of Birthday Bash 1

2009-05-25T09:01:00.002+08:00

As promised, these are the pictures taken on 18th May 2009 when I had my first birthday bash.
Credits: MQ Bula @ Claud

-At Absolute Lounge & KTV-

Carol, Me, Claud

The 3 of us again~

Carol, Me, Fam

The flat LCD screen at Absolute Lounge & KTV

Carol, Me, Fam from different angle

-At Koreana-

our table

3 ladies with the menu

Me & Carol with our drinks

our cuter side *blek*

another cuter side of us! *mwahahahaha...*

the food we ordered

cute side (Again!)

food...

forgot the name of this dish

more food...

kimchi fried rice (the only dish I can remember! lol~)

Birthday Bash 3, 4, 5

2009-05-24T22:51:00.006+08:00

Birthday Bash 3 (21st May 2009):
I went out with my family (this includes Mira, too!) to Boulevard to celebrate my birthday with them. We ate dinner at Kenny Rogers because my family do not want to eat any fried food (eg. KFC, Sugabun). We also ate there because my parents never ate there before. I carried Mira all the way from home to Boulevard. She just loves car rides (she fell asleep immediately during the car ride!). She enjoyed herself the whole time at Kenny Rogers. I think this is because the environment there was really calm and colourful! She loves staring at the menu I showed to her, too! Ok, enought of Mira. Each of us ordered the quarter meal (a quarter of the whole chicken with 3 side dishes which you can choose from their menu). I will let the pictures tell the rest of the story. *wink* We spent RM117.20. Exactly the SAME AMOUNT of what me and Fam spent at Koreana!
We blew out my birthday cake after we returned from Boulevard. It was past 10pm! Gosh! I also celebrate Mira's 2nd month in this world. We took quite a number of pictures. Will be posting them here.

My birthday Cake!

Me & Mira

Me & Mira

My portion

My family

My cake after the cake-cutting ceremony (lol~)

Cute Nyimi

Me & Nyimi~

Birthday Bash 4 (22nd May 2009):
My colleagues from the HR department (only 2 out of 5 of them) brought me out for lunch at The Spring's food court. It was another surprise to me as I did not expect them to treat me (a trainee there of 2 months) for my birthday! Hehe... I ordered cheesey chicken baked rice (sorry I did not take a picture of the food) and it cost me RM9.00. My colleague paid for it (Thanks a lot! Really appreciate it!). I ordered papaya juice, too. It was my first time drinking papaya juice! Luckily it tasted good (maybe the sugar water helped as well. I do not know~). Then we hung out at MPH Bookstore till it was time to return to the office.

Birthday Bash 5 (24th May 2009):
Today I went out with Shiela and Juju. Did not take any pictures today because we do not feel like taking. Or you can say we forgot. lol~ I wanted to eat lunch at some western food but MOST of the western restaurants are closed on Sundays! *sobs* In the end we ate at Hanii's Corner (actually I do not remember the full name of the shop. Sorry!). Me and Juju ordered sirloin beef slice whereas Shiela ordered butter chicken rice. The prices are reasonable (or you can label it cheap if you get the chance to eat there and compare the prices with other shops). After lunch, we immediately went to Absolute Lounge & KTV for karaoke session! Shiela forgot to bring her student ID. She almost could not get the student price but the tauke (aka boss of the shop) was kind enough to charge her with the student price! *thankful for the kind-hearted boss* So we were there for about 4 hours singing non-stop! We sang mostly English songs, with a few Japanese songs. We finished singing at 6pm because that is our time limit! So Shiela sent me home first because I could not want to join them for dinner (I promised my family that I will be eating dinner at home).

Mini surprise from my (best) friends in Swinburne

2009-05-21T13:41:00.003+08:00

I was a little bit surprised when I entered the Room G215 during lunch break. My friends, Carol, Claud, Fam, & Gab, waited there for me with a mini surprise. They bought 2 mini slices of rectangular-shaped cake and a lunch for me! They told me to sit down in front of the cakes and I was all smiles while they sang the birthday song to me. Since I do not have any wishes to wish for, I just blew out the candles. Maybe I should have wished for Park Yoochun as my date for one day instead! *bricked by SYC admins* LOL! Anyway, that will never come true.

After blowing out the candles, the 4 of us (excluding Gab) ate our lunch. Carol tapau seafood fried rice for me! Thanks for the meal! It was delicious! Although I was not very hungry, I manage to finish the meal...well, very slowly. heheh.. Then we all ate the cakes which were bought from Taka (forgot to ask them who actually bought those cakes).

The one with the Oreo biscuit on top as decoration is delicious and creamy! It is a cheese cake! Yummy! The other one, which has toffee as its topping and chocolate as its base is too sweet for all of us. It choked our throat! But since I am a cake lover, I just ate them (not forgetting to mention the calories that I have to take in and the hard work to burn them!)

There's more coming tonight! I cannot wait to see the BIG cake! :P
Pictures of this afternoon's event will have to wait either for tomorrow's or Saturday's post.
Thanks again the 4 of u! *hugs and muaks*

Tanjoubi~

2009-05-21T10:50:00.004+08:00

Tanjoubi = Birthday. I turned 21 today! I want to thank all my friends for wishing me "Happy Birthday"!Arigatou Gozaimasu!

To my friends: I am so touched by your greetings of birthday wishes! Last year not many people remembered or know my birthday. This year I received lots of wishes from you guys! You guys are the best! *gives everyone Friendship Forever tags*
Stay healthy always and God Bless You all!

I am still wondering what should I eat tonight to celebrate my birthday. My mum seems reluctant to eat Sugabun. I definitely do not want to eat KFC and Pizza Hut's. Been eating those too many times. If I order from Sushi King's, my mum is not a fan of Sushi King's. ahh... tough choices (and lots of brain storming as well) to make! well, I might just ask for suggestions from my best friends later! We will be meeting up during lunch break.

I ordered a 1kg birthday cake (which I have mentioned in my earlier post) and will be collecting it today. I cannot wait to see how my cake looks like! It is a birthday gift from my sister! *thank you Max!* *hugs*

My parents bought some shares for me for one of my stocks (which we call it saham in Malay). I think the sentence above is structurally wrong. Please help me correct it if possible! *bows*

My best friends, Claud, Carol, & Tric, discussed that they let ME decide what present that I truly want (and of course fit in their budget) as my birthday present. This has been going on since the year 2007. *giggles* So this year they decided to present me with a Tohoshinki handphone strap which I initially bought for myself in the first place. Since they agreed to pay for it, I was SOOOOO HAPPY with their decision! You 3 girls are the best! *hugsssss and sloppy kisses*

To Tohoshinki fans in Malaysia: Do not be jealous of me. I just happen to have a friend in Japan. That is all.

There will be a major update on my birthday celebration (only at home) with my family tonight. I will post about it either tonight or tomorrow morning.

*Tinanit, ganbarimasu*
*Thanks to all my friends for all the birthday wishes throughSMSes, Facebook, & Messenger*
*bows*

Happy day(s)~

2009-05-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to order my birthday cake from Mita Cake House at the 2 and 1/2 Mile branch. I ordered a 1kg chocolate cheese cake. It costs RM62! Since my sister will be sponsoring for my birthday cake, so I sort of take the advantage to order the biggest cake! *crazy girl*
My sister was expecting me to order a half kg cake, but I saw the sample of the cake and it was too small. I have HUGE appetite when it comes to cakes! *yummy* I cannot wait to collect and see the cake tomorrow! Then we will the ceremony of cutting-the-birthday-cake after I take away "special" dinner after work!

I played with Mira last night. My bro-in-law and sis did not came back home till after 8pm. So I spent my time playing with Mira. She talked a lot last night to the lion stuffed toy which belongs to her mum. The name of the stuffed toy is Buncit (it means plump in English). She talked to Buncit for almost 5 minutes and she was actually enjoying herself. So happy to hear her talk baby talk! *grinning*

Today I had laksa for breakfast! I have not had laksa for 2 months already! It was delicious! Hopefully the spicyness of the laksa would not trigger the pimples to pop out on my face! *worries* As usual, I stalk Sharing YooChun (next few post I will address it as SYC only) the moment I sat down in front of my pc in the office.

I ate lunch with my colleagues today because for the past 2 days I brought lunch from home (which is only bread and some other local pastry). I wish to lose weight faster by doing my daily routine of walking up and down the stairs when given the chance! And of course drink lots and lots of water which I ended up going to toilet often! hehe...

I always secretly sms to Carol! *guilty* and Facebook-ing, stalking SYC, check email. lol! my work is always never done... And I am actually worried for the coming 3 weeks as my lecturers will be coming to the organization where we are having practical right now for an inspection! I hope that I will be busy doing some work. die la me... and the rest of my batch~

new layout!

2009-05-19T11:16:00.002+08:00

yay! I have got a NEW layout! kinda hard to find suitable layout for my blog. some layouts got nice pics but the fonts are just too small and hardly can be read! I personally do not like Yoochun's hair in this Mirotic period. But it is one of the nicest layout that fits for my blog.

anyway, yesterday I went home rather early. I did not realize the time to go home until my mum gave me a call so that I have enough time to pack my things and go to the place where they were supposed to pick me.

reached home around nearly 7pm. Dropped by 3rd Mile because Papa wanted to buy some anchovies (aka ikan bilis). I took a 30-minute bath because I washed my hair. Why it took me soooo long? Here is the process:
1. Wash with shampoo. Rinse.
2. Apply conditioner on hair. Leave for about 2 minutes. Rinse thoroughly.
3. Apply hair treatment. Leave for minimum of 5 minutes. Rinse thoroughly.

haih... Because I could not stand the pimples crowding my face, I applied facial mask (which it belongs to my sister) and leave for 5 minutes. Then rinse it with water. I need to avoid all fried and spicy food to avoid having more pimples on my face! *boohooo*

Birthday Bash!

2009-05-18T09:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday (Sunday), me, Claud, Fam, Carol, and Gab went to celebrate our (me & Fam's) 21st birthday. My birthday is on 21st May and Fam's on 23rd May. I do not know if my friends still remembers my birthday (those who are far, far away from me). I do not mind if they have forgotten. But it definitely will make me happy if they send me sms, facebook, or friendster birthday messages. Hehehe... Anyway, back to my report.

Fam came pick me up from my house at 9.40am. then we went to pick Claud up. Went to have breakfast at Hong Kong Pau, which is located somewhere at Padungan. It was my first time there and I have to say that their food is DELICIOUS! It serves pork, so it is not halal. I still cannot remember the names of the food I ate because it is in chinese and I can say it is the first time that I heard of the name.

After breakfast, we went to Crown Square. Claud is still searching for a suitable dress for the coming prom which will be organized by Swinburne's Student Council. Since it will be their (Claud, Carol, Fam, Gab) final year in Swinburne, they decided to attend this year's prom. I will be joining them, too, since I have got a dress (which belongs to my sister). I managed to buy a pair of earrings from one of the shops there.

Next, we went to Hock Lee Centre. Carol and I bought 3 pairs of earrings each as it only cost RM10 for 3 pairs! LOL! Suddenly I got the urge to wear those dangling, long earrings to work (and maybe to classes in the future if suitable).

Then we went to Koreana to have lunch. By the time we reached there at 2pm, it was closed for their lunch break! geez... Their opening time is from 10am-2pm; 5pm-10pm. Since we went there on Sunday, I am not sure if that is also their operating hours on weekdays. The food portion is really big. You can eat the whole portion yourself if you have a BIG appetite. If you do not have one, then it is wiser to share it with a friend or two. Most of the food in the menu are spicy. Since I do not like spicy food, I did not order anything spicy. Food ranges from RM10 to RM 60 (some of them depending on how big the serving you want to order). Right now I am missing the pictures of the food as I DO NOT OWN MY OWN CAMERA. so I have to the pictures from Claud (in the next few days).

Since we have to skip lunch, we directly go to Absolute KTV & Lounge. It is a new KTV and they have some Japanese songs! LOL! Of course it was all in Kanji and Hiragana! and got 3 TVXQ songs! one of them is RISING SUN! the actual karaoke version was in Mandrin, but I just go ahead with Japanese version! lol... It is only RM10 for students per head (make sure to bring your student ID for verification) and RM13 for normal people (per head) from 12pm to 6pm. other times I did not take note.

We went back to Koreana at around 5.30pm for dinner. Kevin and Aaron joined us. We ordered 5 dishes. Total price is RM117. Since me and Fam share the bill (we sponsored the other 4 as a treat), we split the bill to half. It was a good experience eating Korean food. I still prefer Japanese food. Maybe it is because it suits my taste. I am NOT being biased here!

Kevin sent me home last night. He is a speeding freak. But I am ok with that. LOL! reached home before 8.30pm. It was a fun day and tiring. hehe..

waiting....

2009-05-15T16:13:00.004+08:00

I cannot wait for the weekend to come! I will be celebrating my birthday with Fam on Sunday. I do not know where to go in the morning. To hang out at the shopping mall from 10am is no fun. I want to go outdoors. Karaoke is definitely in and so is lunch. Karaoke location still not confirmed yet. Lunch will be at Koreana. Suddenly got the urge to eat some Korean food.

Right now, I am blogging illegally at work! I am supposed to think of how to improve their (the organization) induction program. I do not have any idea yet. Been lazy this whole week. Hopefully next week I will be hardworking to read all the info that I have collected for as my research to do the project later. I am sleepy right now. My sis just love to ask me to do things at the "right" time! I will be going home rather late because I have to follow my bro-in-law. *sigh*

Luckily I had my lunch with Claudia and Fam. Ate a place called Yew Fook. I ordered butter fish fillet. It was rather oily and I did not taste much of the butter flavour. Claudia ordered the same but hers is squid. Fam ordered kolo mee in soup (forgot the name of that food). I only spent RM5.70 for lunch today. Not bad!

I cannot wait for the time to turn to 5.30pm! I want to stalk SharingYooChun but the line would not let me! *cries*

wow~

2009-05-13T11:53:00.002+08:00

ok... I have not updated this blog for a very very long time! Currently I am a practical trainee at Swinburne University (Sarawak Campus, of course!). This week is my 2nd week here. I have done a few tasks that I am supposed to learn. Right now my job is to help in their project, which is improving the induction program for the new Swinburne staffs which will be commenced some time in July. I would not be here anymore at that time as I will be starting a new semester (my final year) that month. The working environment here is quite relaxing. I always online secretly (scared that I will get caught by my supervisors) especially when onlining Facebook! lol!

My lunch break is either at 12-1pm or 1-2pm from Mondays to Thursdays and 12-2pm on Fridays. So on Fridays is the only day that I can go eat out of the campus! Last week I went with Claud, Carol, Gab, & Fam. Yesterday ate rojak kuche (is it spelt correctly?) with my colleague, Fila. I do not know how to explain the location (coz I still do not know my way around Kuching that well yet!).

I am soooo sleepy right now. I cannot concentrate on what I am supposed to do. Cannot wait for my lunch break to arrive (which is another hour away from this entry post).

Oh yea! One of my front tooth chipped off! A small chip but I think it is quite deep. I cannot wait to go visit the dentist this coming Saturday to see if there is anything that can be done onto my teeth.

I plan to celebrate me and Fam's birthday this weekend but it might be postponed because Tricia has a high possibility that she would not make it to Kuching by this weekend. she might only be able to come next weekend if her dad allows her to come.

I plan to go for karaoke sessions, then grab a bite at a Korean restaurant. Hope that it would not be expensive as I am currently low in cash. ):

ramblings

2009-05-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's my day to start my internship. I am still not ready (mentally) because I just do not feel like it. Maybe because I am still exhausted. I did not get enough rest for the last few days. Every time when I am ready to go to sleep, my sister comes down to the living room with Mira. so I have to play with Mira before she fell asleep again. so I slept EARLY in the MORNING and wake up some time in the afternoon. tonight I have to sleep early because I have to wake up around 6am tomorrow morning. I am a slow person (as in getting ready early in the morning).

Tomorrow TVXQ is starting their Japan tour. I am not sure where is their first destination but I bet it will be fun! They will end their tour at Tokyo Dome where it will be their first Dome concert ever. I heard that they were so thrilled about it that they are willing to give 300% of their energy during the concert! I wish I could attend the concert as well! well, gotta work hard and save lots of money so I can enjoy in the later years of my life.

Mira's sleeping soundly now. Her parents bought few new toys for her. She likes particularly the one that you stick to the side of the crib and it rotates with music being played as it rotates. I am not sure what it is called cause I have not seen the package of that toy. LOL!

updates!

2009-05-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

wow! it has been a very long time since I last updated my blog. I was so busy with my assignments for the last 2 months. Now I am free from those but I have something new to worry about: my internship.

my internship will be starting this coming Monday. I will be doing my internship at Swinburne University in Kuching. I am staying with my sister and bro-in-law and niece, Mirabelle. My parents are here in Kuching, too, taking care of my sister and Mira. she LOVES to complain a lot! lol! but she's adorable in some ways.

my internship will take up 8 weeks of my semester holidays. this means that I would not be able to enjoy my semester break this year. but I will get to experience how it feels like to work at workplace with different people (aka diversity). and I will be paid as well. I heard from my coursemates that I am one of those few who will be paid during internship. Lucky me!

Mira is growing up well. she is already 5 weeks old. she starts to drink a lot and sleep a bit less. she is always active in the middle of the night! it makes me and my sister suffering from minor insomnia. and we both have black bags under our eyes! but once she's active, her eyes like to focus on interesting things (aka the TV). she also like to look at me. hm..

I hope I will be able to update this blog more often during my internship. mum will surely use my laptop to play her mahjong games which I specifically installed into my laptop for her to play. Coz sis's desktop has gone hairwired!

Happy yet tired

2009-03-25T13:58:00.000+08:00

I feel happy this whole week. This is because my sister gave birth to a healthy baby girl last Monday afternoon right before 5pm. Her name is Mirabelle Veneranda (I do not want to put the full name. Later got some psycho people hunt her down!). I do not know what her nickname will be (yet). I cannot wait to go back to my sis's house this weekend! I want to meet my newborn niece! My sis just SMS-ed me that she is growing! argh! and I am already missing the first few days of her growth! My mum said that Mirabelle looks a lot like her mum (which is my sis), but her body frame seems to follow her dad (my bro-in-law). hmm.. I have to see this for myself and confirm it. LOL! I will try my best to take pics of Mirabelle when I get back home.

My sis is going through maternity confinement (the Chinese style) right now for 1 whole month. This means that she cannot touch water at all. cannot bath, wash hands, etc (you get the point). so I really do not know how she could bear this for 1 whole month. Every day have to eat either kachang ma chicken or herbal chicken soup. The kachang ma is a type of herb which can help to prevent 'wind' trapped in your body system (I think. I gotta ask my mum first!). Every day she has to eat chicken. By the end of her confinement, I am SURE she does not want to see (what more to say eat) chicken anymore for at least a few months.

I am feeling very tired right now as I did not get enough rest for the last few days. My dark circles around my eyes are getting worse day by day. And it is puffy too! I feel like a need a long break! assignments not yet settle! and finals will be in 3 weeks time! and I have not started doing any revision yet. *dies*

to the people who drops by this blog, thanks a LOT to u! Sorry that I did not drop by yours. *embarassed*

TVXQ mania!

2009-03-20T22:46:00.002+08:00

I'll post few vids here!

Rising Sun - TVXQ

Asu wa Kuru Kara

Summer Dream

Purple Line

My favourite TVXQ song

2009-03-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

I like Tohoshinki's song 'Love in the Ice'. I will post the lyrics and translation here for everyone! :D

Tsumetai sono te kimi no sei ja nai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizu kakae
Dareka no ai suru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete

It's not your fault those hands are freezing
Borne from those childish days, you carry the scars
Are you afraid to love someone?
You pretend not to see the other side of the words

Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni sotto tokedasu

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

Daremo ga dare ka ni ai sareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo...

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I'd make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Unmei no itazura (kokoro wo itametemo)
Sono namida no saki ni wa
Hitosuji no hikari ga (yami no naka maiorite)
Bokura wa kizuku sa

Even it fate's mischief (pains the heart)
On the other side of those tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down (into the darkness)
We know

Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji aeru hito no nukumori

As strong as the feeling of suffering, we can feel people's warmth

Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashite iru
So... kimi no wa sono basho ga koko ni aru sa osorenai de
Mou mayowanai de boku ga mamoru

Everyone is searching for a place
That can heal their sadness and loneliness
So... for you, that place is here
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate anymore, because I'll protect you

Setsunai hodo (My heart) utsukushii
Ai dakara (Don't be afraid)
Hakanai hodo (Let you know my love) uruwashii
Kono toki wo...(You know... Let you know my love)

My heart is pained
Because this love is so beautiful, don't be afraid
Even if it's just momentarily, I'll let you know my love
This time is beautiful, you know... let you know my love

Daremo ga dare ka ni ai sareru tame ni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameru yo...

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I'd make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

2009-03-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

in this post, I would like to express about me and my group members' dissatisfaction towards our group assignment leader for Research Method, YCL. she has been pushing us around without consideration.

1st, she wanted the parts of assignments that were distributed to us to be given back to her the following day! what are we, ROBOTS?!?! girl, we are not robots so do not boss us around like you are high and mighty. it is different if you are working in a firm with a big post there.

2nd, the report that was mostly prepared by her was in a mess. she volunteered to do the whole report, so we did not really help out with the final touches of the report. I was the last person to edit the report. there were many parts missing and I have no choice but to do it to make it look good. In the end, I have to sleep late that night and miss class the following morning. This pissed me off as I was looking forward to attend that lecture very much! oh, and the report, we were supposed to include Literature Review. at first, YCL mentioned that it was not necessary to include it in the report. then she blamed another member, MMH, that she did not pass it to her. WTF! she could not even make up her mind on what she wanted in the report!

3rd, 3 weeks ago we were supposed to have group discussion. YCL told MMH that she will help conduct the group discussion as MMH had to attend another meeting which was really important. me and Z (another member) waited for an hour for her to come. but she never showed up. she did not even SMS us to tell us whether she will come or not. so wasting our precious time. dahla cun cun that week we have exams to study for and another assignment to pass up.

4th, we did the presentation on our findings 2 weeks ago. I was chosen randomly by the lecturer to present for our group. since I have not seen the presentation slides prepared by YCL, I was really nervous when my name was mentioned. so I just present as I always do. then the persimistic YCL thought that our group got the lowest presentation marks. when I peeped at the evalutation form of the lecturer, we got a nice 8/10. then i have to tell YCL that we got good marks. then she was slightly relieved.

5th, she borrowed my pendrive last week as she forgot to bring hers that day. then, she accidentally saved all the documents regarding to our report into my pendrive. the next day, she told me to meet up with her just to get the data from me. It was Friday, and I do not have classes on Fridays! she expect me to reach our faculty within 1 hour. when I read the SMS, I only got an hour to be there. and from my hostel to my faculty by foot takes approximately 20 minutes! she was trying to KILL me! luckily she told me to email the documents to her. and luckily I have a broadband to online. if not, I really have a bad mood for the whole day! and i will be shouting like a mentally ill person!

there are more, but this post is already too long! sorry for the looooong post. but I just want to express my feelings (and also my other 3 members). otherwise I will become crazy from this emotional stress!

tiring weekend

2009-03-10T14:26:00.003+08:00

yes! i know i have finished exam last weekend, which was Personality Development. i did it badly. the questions are quite easy, but i did not study well for it! then there goes my 20%. think i will just pass with the passing line... wat am i talking about. i am actually having computer lab right now. so i am not concentrating on what i am typing (much). last Saturday, my sister moved into her new house! at the moment, it is still quite messy as we do not have enough time to clear the things up especially the study room, the master bedroom. now we get to enjoy aircond all the time! and i have got my own room there, too! one side of the wall is purple colour. and i have my own queen sized bed! all my life I have been sleeping on either super single sized bed or a single bed. i did not help much in the house last weekend as i was really tired. i did not have enough sleep for the last 4 nights. i feel like i am a walking zombie and I want to express my dissatisfaction on something. well, normally i do that by singing! i think i will do that tonight. will be singing Tohoshinki's songs (as usual). now i am CRAZY over them. dunno how it ended up this way.

everytime i meet up with my friend, Juju, we must talk about Tohoshinki. she's is turning me into one of the fangirls that will go "kyaa kyaaa" over them! ROTFLOL! she just bought a DVD concert of Tohoshinki's, which is their 3rd Concert Tour 2008 "T". it cost RM119! OMG! she is willing to buy it! LOL!! i will have to wait till this coming Friday to watch the concert together in my room! then the whole night we will go "kyaa kyaa". and I have my speaker (does not have the woofer type. it is the old timer's speaker) to boost up the energy! LOL!

i will be hanging out with my besties tomorrow afternoon. I wanna get my hair a trim. it is too long and it is hard for me to manage it as well. and i am going to buy other stuff. i have not made up the list yet. hopefully my expenses does not go beyond RM100. hehe...

busy weeks!

2009-03-06T12:20:00.002+08:00

ahh... last few weeks I was so busy with assignments and midterm exams! so tiring and stressful! did not have enough time to rest. luckily my body system did not break down (eg. getting sick). I have passed up 1 Quality individual assignment, 1 Educational Technology wiki (group project), ... i forgot the rest already. I sat for 3 midterm paper for the past 2 weeks. glad that is over. but now i have to worry about my coming assigments that needs to be handed in by the end of this month! argh! i have not gotten anything done! and i got another exam tomorrow morning which is Personality Development. covers 4 units of the subject. and i have not even go find my notes which is probably stacked up somewhere in my super messy room.

that aside, I have got my EYES on TOHOSHINKI (aka Dong Bang Shi Ki, DBSK, THSK, TVFXQ, TVXQ)!! of course, i only listen to their Japanese songs. LOL! not the Korean and Chinese songs. [bias, aren't I>] I got attracted to them with their Jumon~Mirotic~ and Sennen Koi Uta songs! then my friend, Juju, is a HUGE fan of theirs. so she got me hooked to Tohoshinki by giving me their albums and single album. Then i listen to their songs everyday. I only liked a few songs, especially the ballads. hehe... their single, Bolero, which was released in January 2009, is one of my favourite! their latest single, Survivor, which will be out by the end of March, is not so nice to me. hehe...

ok la. i need to do 1 assignment which i have to pass it to my member (the editor) and I have to study. otherwise i would not be able to get enough sleep again. (ARGHH!)

Pangaea activities

2009-02-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

with Toshi-san. with Yumi-san

well, i want to write about my day with Pangaea. You can read more about Pangaea here. I signed myself up to be part of Pangaea's facilitators. Our job is to guide the participants, which are the children, in the activities.

Pangaea has just opened its network in UNIMAS. So we will be having our monthly activities here at the Faculty of Information Technology (FIT). FIT is contributing their tech gadgets for us to use. For our 1st meeting, the children did Tako Introduction, which is a pair is formed according to the playing cards they have. They are paired up with the same number printed on the playing cards. the young children were shy to ask their older partners about what they like. I had to help loosen up the tension for this pair who consists of 1 teenager boy and a 10-year-old boy. the younger boy was so shy to speak, so I had to explained to him how to do the Tako Introduction. So I had to ask the older boy to start asking the younger boy about his likes and vise versa. It went quite well during the Tako Introduction for every pair. Then each pair had to introduce their partner about their liking to everyone. We have to clap our hands after each participant introduced their partner.

the next activity was drawing a house and a room of participants. they drew houses according to their own creativity. Everyone drew their houses beautifully. Some of them used bright colours and their houses looks attractive to look at. while the participants were busy drawing their houses/rooms, we lead one participant after another to take their pictures. they have to snap a picture of a happy face, sad face, a free style, and a full body free style. after that, we led them to a computer nearby to record their voices by saying "their name", "hello", and "thank you". I was there to check the checklist, recording who has done what. It was quite tiring as I had to rush here and there and asking the participants for their names. hehehe. but it was fun as well. I did not interact much with the children. I guess because the facilitators outnumbered the participants. so some of the facilitators just stood there, did not know what to do! I can say that I was one of them!

the activities ended at 12.10pm. after the closing speech made by Mr. Inoue (or was it Mr. Iwato), the meeting adjourned. All the participants were eager to come back again for the next meeting, which will be on 28th March.

to see the group picture and read the summarized report, read it here. That is all from me. Sorry for the long post.

:D

2009-02-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

wow! i do not know it has been how many months since i last wrote an entry for my blog! first of all, i had a wonderful semester break which was from 4th week of November to end of December 2008. then i came back to Unimas in January. then I had mid-sem break because of Chinese New Year for a week. I went back to Sibu 4 days before Chinese New Year.

I had a great CNY this year. Met all my close friends. had a dinner reunion with former St. Mary's students of my batch. but this year's flood is the worst compared to previous years! the whole town was flooded (note: only the main town!) last Saturday. I just came back to Kuching last Sunday. I am so lucky to be staying at my current house now in Sibu. if not, i would not be able to go to airport from my former house!

2 weeks later...

2008-11-25T11:58:00.002+08:00

wahhhh! it's been a long time since i've last updated my blog entry! the whole 10 days spent in Kuching at my sis's house, i was too busy cleaning the house! and then i played with Beybeb too (became a babysitter, what else!). now i'm back in my hometown, relaxing. well, i'm indulging in lots of food, too! there's the dabai/okana (some wild fruit that has black skin. i'll upload the pics next time), fish, veges, etc. LOL!

i havent got anything much done in sibu yet, so that's all i will be writing!

one LAST paper to go!

2008-11-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

yes! i've sat for 5 papers! and today's paper i nailed it BAD! ugh! didn't have enough time to study all the chapters. so i ended up using my common sense instead! but it's wrong anyway. haih. 50% go bye-bye for today's paper!

i ate dinner with Shiela at Expert Food Centre at Jln Song. i spent RM10 for my own meal. ish.. ordered too much of the smoked veges. and it's SPICY too! they put too much chilli powder onto the veges. our tongues were burning most of the time. so we had to take time eating them. i ordered fried kuey tiaw with clams. it was nice!

i managed to wash my clothes which i unintendedly soaked them for more than 24 hours! and the water stinks! luckily it didn't smell too bad after i rinse them with clean water.

oh yea. this morning i slept for less than 2 hours. then the moment i woke up, i had puffy eyes with black rings around my eyes! scary! then continue my sleep in the afternoon for about 4 hours. i'm getting sleepy again right now. really need to catch up with my snooze before my last paper. and i haven't studied a single thing (AGAIN!). heard that the paper is going to be tough. i bet it's the toughest paper among all the other subjects that i sat for.

that's all for now. wanna sleep soon too. おやすみなさい　(good nite).

2 more papers to go!

2008-11-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

yesssss! i've sat 4 out of 6 papers for my final exams! i think i won't be scoring much for my Basic Statistics paper! ugh! all the answers i don't have confident in them! lol! got 2 more papers to go, which is Organizational Behaviour and Human Resource Planning, Recruitment & Selection. My OB paper is on Sunday, not Saturday! thank God! *phew*

well, now i'm writing in coz i just feel like writing about my feelings of relief! oh yea! after ourStatistics paper, we went to After Three (an eating place) somewhere near Padungan. the prices are reasonable. it's air-conditioned. i ate grilled rosemary chicken with honey chrysanthemum tea. then i added 1 scoop of chocolate ice-cream for my dessert! i think i spent around RM15. we came back to Unimas around 11.30pm.

that's all i update about. i always forgot to take pictures of the food i ate/going to be eaten. LOL!

final exams!

2008-11-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

aaaaarrrrrghhhhhhhhh! still having exams right now! 4 more papers to gooooooo! the 1st paper was Effective Teaching and Learning (ETL). ETL was ok. think i can score it. But i'm kinda scared for my Career Development (CD)! can't really apply the theories learned to the case study given! argh! hopefully it'll turn out fine!

another SHOCKING news. My Organizational Behaviour (OB) paper has been shifted from Sunday morning to Saturday morning. the night before will be Basic Statistics paper. both are K-I-L-L-E-R papers! arghhhhhhh! i was really stressed out by this announcement! oh. another thing. THEY (the lecturers) DID NOT EVEN ANNOUNCE IT TO US BEFORE ANY OF THE PAPER! damn... they just stick the announcement at one of the notice board near to the entrance of the exam hall! cilakaa! haih... need to sing more to relieve stress!

oh man... i think i won't do well for this semester. my mum is SOOOOOOO gonna K-I-L-L me! and i hope i still get CGP 2.0 and above for the study loan to be banked into my account! otherwise i don't have money to spend! >.<

ok la. just wanna let go some of my stress here! tomorrow i will be sitting for Japanese Language paper. hopefully i can score it and pull my grades up! :D

next update will be after my LAST paper which will be after the 11th. Wish me lots of luck! Thanks!

not sure wat to put

2008-10-29T15:06:00.003+08:00

hello minna! ogenki desu ka. [how are you?] well, i know it's been a super long time that i've last updated my blog. i've been procrastinating (as a student, i guess it's normal) this whole month. well, now i'm having revision week before the finals! final exams are next week! and i've 5 papers on the 1st week of exam! *die* and i'm not prepared for the exams as well. been watching too much dramas in between my studies! LOL! only watched them while i was eating my meals (which is bad for health i guess). but it's a norm for me. hehe... well, i just finished exercising (after 2 weeks i didn't exercise!). now i'm cooling myself down while updating my blog. I won't be updating my blog during my finals. so just drop some lines in the chatbox if u (readers) want to convey messages to me! :D

my internet connection has become slow lately in this uni campus. not sure what's going on! haih... the websites load up very slowly and they are always testing my patience!

forgot to mention: my pet fish, Nemo, is dead. He passed away 2 weeks ago. the cause of death: Dropsy. it's incurable! it's all because of the water quality in this uni campus! it's kinda contaminated (with bacterias) which is not good for the fish! at 1st i thought it was constipation. when i tried feeding peas to Nemo, he didnt eat them! maybe cause the taste was rather bad i guess. then when i looked up for more information about Nemo's condition, it turns out to be Dropsy (scales pointing out like a porcupine, super bloated belly, fins starts to rot). he was in that condition for about a week before he passed away. He sort of died in front of me while i was peeping at him. he just suddenly opened his jaw WIDELY and twitched his lower fins, and he just died. haih... i was kinda sad that night. now i'm fine.

I wont be keeping anymore fish while i'm still living in the campus. These Siamese Fighting Fish needs a really clean water. with Malaysia's water quality, I need to fix water filter in order to get filtered water for the fish. otherwise, they can only survive for 3 months with me if i were to use water straight from the tap!

worrisome me!

2008-10-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

i've been so worried lately! 1st it is my laptop. because i was soooooo lazy to scan my laptop for viruses (because it'll make my processor to work slower, so i never bother to do full scan) for about 2 months, then suddenly my laptop's commands got all messed up! now i could not open My Computer and any folders at all! haih... so i'm waiting for my Window XP cd which was posted via courier mail from Sibu. if it can't be repaired, then i gotta send it to computer shop and ask them to reformat it! i don't know if my drive D have to be reformated or not cause all my precious files are in there! especially the songs, scanlations of my favourite idols, lyrics, etc.

another thing that got me worried half of my life is my pet fish, Nemo!!! he's suffering from constipation! his belly is WAAAAAAAAYY too huge for his body! so not normal! although i've tried to give him boiled peas (one of the best treatment so far by other Betta owners), he only managed to ate ONE and ONLY ONE tiny piece of the pea that i cut for him! right now i'm trying to starve him for about 48 hours. then try to give him the peas again! I've asked for Amu Tua's help to help me purchase Epsom salt (read it on the internet that it helps to ease your constipation by soaking in them!). so i wanna try soaking Nemo in the diluted Epsom salt if Amu Tua can manage to find them at the pharmacies or shops. [thanks a lot, Amu Tua!!]

well, that's all i wanna complain about right now. i'm trying to release tension by watching anime/dramas.

wahhh! long time didn't update!

2008-10-12T12:30:00.002+08:00

wow! it's been 2 weeks since i last updated my blog! been lazy lately. 1st, there's the Hari Raya holidays for a week. then the following week after Raya, i was lazy to the bones! today's a Sunday, and i just woke up at noon SHARP (local time here). slept for 10 hours.

last night, i had a NICE DREAM! well, i dreamt i was attending Hey! Say! JUMP!'s concert (not sure where). i was sitting at front row seats. as the members were giving out their souvenirs, i was waving at the youngest member of the group. all of us were calling out his name 「Ryutaro-chan」. then he somehow noticed me calling him in as he passed by my seat. LOL! then he just passed me the souvenir that was in his hands. I was shocked yet happy so i said 「Arigatou Gozaimashita」. then after that i woke up from the dream! LOL! amu lang said i'll have good things happening to me in the next few days!

i went out to Kuching town on Friday afternoon with Juju. we went to Boulevard shopping mall. went to have lunch at the Sushi King there. spent more than an hour there! we had a great lunch (till we got BLOATED!). then i bought cotton pads and shampoo from Guardian Pharmacy. We shopped some things from the Boulevard supermarket. i bought eggs, starfruits, yogurt, and Listerine! cost me RM19. then we drove to Kenyalang Park. Juju wanted to buy some great anime but can't find one. so in the end we spent more than half an hour there without buying anything! LOL! after that, we drove to Tabuan Jaya's KFC branch to buy our take-away dinner. we reached unimas at 6pm. so the car rental was RM36 for 6 hours. it was ok. i nearly get into accidents a few times that day! it was scary! i guess i'm not used to driving kancil(?). or that i've got no confidence the that particular car coz the brakes were not working so well (?). but i did have insecurities regarding the car! Thank God that we're safe throughout the whole trip and still alive! :D

I had a nightmare. in this dream, i was CHASED/HUNTED DOWN by 2 crocodiles! i almost got eaten alive when my dad suddenly appeared out of nowhere and saved me from the crocs! and of course, dad survived too! then when i told 3 of my best friends and a cousin about the "fact" that i got chased by the crocs, they would not believe me. feeling disappointed, i woke up from that nightmare. then i didn't continue to sleep cause i could not went back to sleep. so i spent the whole night doing slide shows for my Japanese group presentation. then i had full swing of classes. didn't even get to have rest in between!

During the Hari Raya visitation, i was a glutton! i ate soooo much till my weight increased to 2kg within 3 days! LOL! and then i haven't exercise my fats away! been so lazy this whole week. must exercise today!!!

ok, that's all for now~

wahhhh... enjoy la!

2008-09-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

i came back to Sibu last Friday night by bus. Got 1 whole week of holidays because of Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

I went out to town with the 3 Amu(s) last saturday. 1st we went to Sarawak House area (where Premier Departmental and International Optical is). Amu Lang's shoes got spoiled. so we had to drop by Premier to buy a cheap sandal. luckily there was a sale! so we managed to find a RM9.90 sandal. but it was hard to find her size coz her feet's kinda small (size 4 je). Luckily we found a white, sized 4 sandal. after that we went to the optical shop to buy contact lens solution and contact lenses. after that we went to Mitsu Tea House for lunch. we ordered 4 dishes of dumplings, 1 plate of roasted duck rice, 1 char sio (pork seasoned in sweet, red flavouring), and 1 beef fried rice. we spent approximately RM50 for lunch. we took some pictures there. then we went to Jasmine Hair Saloon. Amu Su went there to have her hair trimmed. it only cost RM15 but the tauke nio of the saloon was kinda rude la. she didn't talk in a friendly manner. the moment she starts cutting Amu Su's hair, Amu Su dah regret. then they gave her a temporary hair straightening. then after that Amu Su's hair look so DEAD! luckily Amu Su didn't decide to have her hair rebonded! after that we went to Amu Su's place and walked around (more like playing the swings) at the park near her house. then at night we went to Delta Mall. I bought a black eyeliner, a sharperner and a comb. we walked around for almost 2 hours there. then i sent Amu Tua home cause she had dinner prepared for her at home. then the 3 of us went to Taman Muhibah for dinner. spent around RM30. then we sent Amu Lang home then Amu Su. I reached home at almost 11pm. so tiring walking and driving the whole day.

cold, cold night...

2008-09-23T03:14:00.002+08:00

it rained so heavily the whole afternoon. then it's soooo cold at night. went to sleep early b4 10pm and woke up again at around 2.30am cause i wanted to go to the toilet. during cold weather like this la always makes my bladder easily full and need to go to ease myself often. -.-
and i'm typing in the dark. didn't bother to on the lights. keep on making typo mistakes but i don't really care about that. having a blocked nose right now. maybe that's why i couldn't go back to sleep. i've got lecture at 11am today. only got 1 lec 2day but i still want to go coz i wanna learn more. i've regretted i didn't listen attentively for this subject! coz it's actually interesting. but i guess i didnt listen much during the lecture is that the lecturer kept on telling her stories instead on concentrating on her lecture. LOL! ok, starting updates now.

I went out last Friday with Amu Tua and Lucas. LOL! pandai2 la guess who they are. well, there was supposed to be Amu Su with us too but she couldn't make it cause of other programs that was in her way. LOL! she went to the bank then couldn't come to Unimas cause she has got a major headache. so she went back to Swinburne to sleep.
Anyway, Amu Tua helped me out with my 'leftover' stuff in my old room. she helped me carry my things to my room with the help of Lucas's car. i thought we need to go for 2 trips but in the end we only used 1 trip to move all my things. so u can say that i've carried my things (super heavy! i think it's near 15kg per luggage and i had carried 3 of it!) up the stairs and gained some muscles(?!). lol! then we finally went out to town at 4pm. went to Kenyalang Park to duplicate the room key that i'm currently staying right now. than went to The Spring to have our early dinner! me and Amu Tua ate beef noodle. costs RM7 each. -.-
then we went to search for keyboard cause my friend's keyboard is not functioning anymore (right after her laptop got wet from exposing it to the rain. she forgot to close the window when it rained heavily and she wasn't in the room at that time too!).
then we went to Swinburne to watch a drama acted by the students there. I went in there as Amu Su's identity! (identity thief). LOL! they had a few performances before the actual drama started! -.- there were 3 singing performances and a hip hop dance. overall, it's ok. LOL! i came back to Unimas after 1opm. tired. but i slept at 3am coz busy online pulak. tak guna betul me...

Nyima を　会いたい(i want to see Nyimi!). i'm having fun with Japanese characters! thanks to Yien San, i dah tau how to use it! LOL! ありがとう　ございました(thank you).

think that's all i want to say now. またね。(see ya later)

at last... FREEDOM!!!

2008-09-19T10:54:00.001+08:00

ahh... i've got a story to tell! it's about me moving out of my room!! hehehe... i moved to my friend's room, far, far away from my former room! of course i moved ILLEGALLY! hopefully i won't get caught that's all. if not, i have to pay a sum for the penalty. and i'm currently broke as well. just bought another textbook which cost me RM68.

i moved my stuff during the night. so that the college (hostel) staffs do not caught me red-handed if i were to move them during the day! my friend, Shiela, helped me move my stuff to her room, which is on the 2nd floor. i've got too much stuff (some i never use at all and some clothes i didn't wear at all this sem). i need to bring all those stuff back to Sibu next weekend! otherwise i'll "pengsan " again when i move out of the room by the end of this semester! my body's all sore from all the moving of my things! my "roommate" gave me an odd look when i moved all my things out of the room last night. Cause i didn't bother to tell her that i'm moving out of the room. Later Claud and Carol are coming to help me move my "leftover" things which is still in the old room. there's the food supply, broom, dustpan, pails, laundry, footwear, bedsheet. hopefully i get to move all of them out by today. coz tomorrow i don't have extra help anymore. Shiela went back home already. LOL!

well, i'm happy to move out of my former room. not many people know i've moved. :D

dark, dark sky...

2008-09-16T15:08:00.003+08:00

well, it's raining right now.and there's lightning and thunder as well. i'll be having class at 4pm but i don't think i'll be going coz of the lightning! i'm SUPER SCARED of lightning. there's no bus from 3-4pm. haih... so i think i'll just sit in the room and do my assignment which my group MIGHT present in front of the class tomorrow. right now my laptop's using battery because i'm currently downloading episodes of Kyou Kara Maou 3rd Season. it's a direct download link so i cannot just turn off my laptop. man.. the lightning in Unimas is so damn scary! coz there's not enough trees to earth the lightning source (am i telling a fact or crap?). so the lightning is always seen as STRIKING DOWN to the ground, which is NOT SAFE AT ALL for people who are walking in the open space!!! yea... i'm scared of lightning since i spent my days in Labuan 2 years ago.

ok, i want to talk about yesterday's event! i had my OB exam last nite. although it was a 40 MCQ midterm exam, it was still tough for my standard coz i didn't study enough for it! *dead*
i just hope that i pass it la. LOL!

then my roomie was talking to her "hubby" on the phone at 4am! gila betul la! then i keep on tossing around coz of her annoying voice! argh! dahlah talk so damn loud, and enjoying it lagi! annoying betulllll!!! argh! i wonder how am i going to survive the final month before the finals. damn... I hope to move out from my room soon! lol!

fun day

2008-09-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

i had a fun day today. 1st, me and my friends (Juju, Shiela and her boyfriend, Terrence) went to Star Cineplex to watch movie. we watched Babylon A.D. the movie has got a weird ending. and we don't even know what's the storyline too. LOL! gotta watch it at least a few times to get the whole story I guess. ah... wished we could watch Death Race! i'm soooooo into racing! lol! oh, why did we go watch movies all of a sudden? it's because each of us had a free movie pass from one of our lecturers. we answered correctly the questions that were asked to us last week!

after we watched the movie, we went to Sarawak Plaza. Juju bought the illustration book of Junjou Romantica (google it of you want to know) which cost RM45! i wanted to buy Saiyuki's illustration book too! but because i'm running short of $$, i decided not to buy. and i hope that no one buys the book SOON! lol... Juju also bought a Bleach handphone strap which cost RM12. she spent a lot 2day.

after walking around in Sarawak Plaza, we went to the Ramadhan bazaar at Satok. it's soooo crowded (food section)! lots of food, fruits, souveniors. hehe. i managed to buy 2 comic books (RM7.70 each), a fan (RM3), fruits (RM4), food (RM13). today's expenditure: RM42.40
OMG! i've gotta stop spending moneyyyyyyyyy!!!!

oh! my roomie gave me 2 mini mooncakes! i'm not sure when's mooncake festival but i missed playing with the lanterns! ahhh, those old times....

i ate till by stomach's bloated! argh! tomorrow gotta exercise all this calories off! lol! and i've gotta cramp in my OB knowledge for my exam on Monday! *die*

gloomy days

2008-09-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

almost everyday the weather here is so gloomy. rains everyday. haih.. suddenly I don't like rainy weathers anymore (coz this means i have to go to sleep in super cold weather and my roomie always turns the speed of the fan to quite fast speed!). i don't mind if it rains while i'm sleeping coz i won't even notice it rained in the middle of the night. LOL!

i'm lacking so much sleep the last few days. regretted that i didn't go to sleep early last night. when i woke up this morning, i feel so crappy. i thought of escaping Basic Statistics lecture (1st lec of the day coz it's at 8am!!). then again i feel guilty for not attending the lecture (on thursdays) for quite a few weeks already. so i forced myself to wake up and get ready to go to class. luckily i went to class coz my professor gave us back our midterm paper. i failed my paper! argh! then i have to struggle more for the finals (maklum la i'm not really good in maths). and the professor was also in a bad mood coz: 1) he's sick. 2)he's not happy with our results (i think). 3)we didn't call him to come to lecture last monday (coz he thought lecture starts at 1pm). so i admit that it's our fault for not looking for him at his office.

2nd lecture was at 10am-12pm. but then we were dismissed 30 mins earlier coz a few people sitting at the front rows were talking RIGHT IN FRONT of the lecturer. then the lecturer got so pissed off so she just ended the lecture earlier than expected. so me, Juju and Shiela went to Desa Ilmu to lepak. Juju puasa, so she walks around the area while me and Shiela have lunch. we still got time to kill. so we went to nearby shophouses to lepak. LOL!

oh yea! i left my hp in the lecture hall where i had my 2nd lecture of the day. luckily a friend of mine was still at the area. I only realized it when we were at Desa Ilmu! then Juju helped me to call that friend to help search for me. lucky for me the hp was still there. i put it in the desk. that's why i didn't remember it coz after i pack my stuff, i talked to 2 friends then left (without my hp). thank God that it was still there and thank my helpful friend too! God bless her. :D

slept for 4 hours earlier (6pm-10.30pm). now i'm a bit refreshed. lol. so, that's all for 2day. mata ne (translation: see you soon).

test?!?!

2008-09-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

well, i had a bunch of things being done 2day. and today's kinda not my day as well.

1: I went to my one and only lecture for the day, Organizational Behaviour (OB). then my lecturer came in late. i was sitting at the end of the row in the lecture hall. and so chun i was sms-ing. then she saw me doing that (i was sms-ing on the table with my pencil box hiding my hands and hp. LOL!). then she indirectly telling me NOT TO SMS in her class (although her EYES are looking STRAIGHT at me). at first i didn't notice. then my friend who sat next to me told me she was looking at me. LOL! then i just put on an idiot expression (tak rasa cukup guilty bah). after that she just continue her lecture (i didn't listen to her, of course!) and i was scribbling some Hiragana characters. luckily her lecture ended earlier than usual. so glad.

2. I went to a company, Sanmina, at Sama Jaya Industrial Free Zone area (somewhere in Pending) to interview a senior HR Manager. (names will not be mentioned for privacy! :D). i went there with other 4 members of my group (for HRP). our "chauffer", Muslim, rented a Viva and he drove us there. since we didn't exactly knew where was the factory, another coursemate of ours, Alif, directed us there. In short, the interview was INTERESTING! the HR manager explained things in great details! although all of us we kinda sleepy (lack of sleep the past few days), we still managed to hang on to hear his stories (more like, experiences). at 1st i thought the interview could end within 30 minutes. to our amazement, it took 4hrs of our time. and the interview wasn't complete coz Muslim got English class at 5pm. itu pun, we went back to campus at 5.30pm!! U can say I had the scare of my life sitting in the car coz Muslim doesn't really know how to control his car well (especially entering a rather corner and at roundabouts!). even when i drive wreckless like dat (at times), i'll always make sure i still have control of the car, not the other way around! anyway, i didn't want to hurt his feelings, so i juz keep quiet and pray for everyone's safety!

3. I'm awake now coz i wanted to study after updating blog. i planned to wake up at 3.30am. but then the temperature of the room suddenly became warm and i couldn't go back to sleep. so here i am, updating. LOL.

lazy...

2008-09-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

it has been raining the whole day here. it feels so gloomy. this whole weekend i only watched dramas i downloaded from d-addicts.com and Ghost Whisperer Season 3 which i got from my sister last month. i managed to paint my finger nails on friday afternoon (coz i had free time!). it's chilli red. bought the paint from elianto.

i've got 2 midterm exams this coming week, Human Resource Planning (HRP) and Organizational Behaviour (OB). i didn't attend half of the OB lectures coz the 2nd lecture of the week is on Friday morning, 8am. i'm not a morning person. so i always escape on Fridays! even if I did attend the OB lectures, i didnt even bother to listen coz the lecturer tells some stories which i'm not really interested in listening (sometimes she just blabs about her life and experiences). so during her lectures, i read comic books instead. my friends either read comic book too or they do something else. as for HRP, i listened to my lecturer most of the time. but then i didnt attend the lectures for 2 weeks (there was the midterm break for a week and last wednesday i had a stomachache!). so i kinda have short term memory on what i've learned about HRP! *faints*

today's Juju's birthday. that girl has finally turned 20!! wahahhaah! You can't stay young forever, Juju! LOL! (i doubt she'll even read my blog! LOL! so i can crap about her sometimes! *evil laugh*)

had my Japanese Hiragana character recognition test last week. it was ok. though i did made some mistakes on certain characters! haih... maybe coz i was slightly nervous. i've got a few more assignments to complete this week. so i'll have to be an all-nighter person again for this week (plus the exams). oh gosh!

finally! MAJOR updates!

2008-09-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

alright! i'm going to begin my updates for the past 2 weeks NOW!

2 weeks ago: I was having my midterm break for a week. I spent 3 days in Kuching cause my parents came to Kuching for my sis's late father-in-law's 100th day anniversary from the day he passed away. then i spent the other 3 days in Sibu. it was not enjoyable cause i didn't get to have enough rests throughout the whole week! of course! i get to spend time with Nyimi!!! Miss him so much right now! wanna bully him more right now! he's getting more and more biased! must punish him for that! he's still a timid cat since the day he became an adult. LOL! but he loves to torture insects and lizards till they're dead. If Nyimi were to play with Beybeb, Beybeb would play with Nyimi till he gets tired. Nyimi might just hide from Beybeb cause he's not as hyperactive as Beybeb. I managed to exercise despite the busy week! LOL!

Last Sunday (24th Aug): My faculty held the HRD annual dinner at Sarawak Golf Club. I paid RM35 for it. This year's dinner was much more successful compared to last year's. This year, the food was much better! we get to eat very full! and it's chinese style cooking (meaning, chinese recipes) and it's halal. We had lucky draws, performances from each batch of HRD students (1st Year, 2nd Year, 3rd Year). and we even get to dance on the stage! with our lecturers! LOL! and of course, we took lots of pictures. I've posted my pictures in Friendster and Facebook. the dinner ended before 11pm. then all the committee members gotta stay back for a while to help clear the place up. I forgot to mention that the theme of this year's dinner is 'Tropical Nite'. so we crowned our 'Tarzan & Jane'. Mr Tarzan is from our 2nd year and Miss Jane is a 3rd year. after clearing the place, me and few friends went to the 24-hour McDonald's in town to have a drink. the guys ordered more food whereas we girls ordered drinks and fries (only). we reached university campus at around 1am. and we have lectures the next day! i went to sleep at 2.30am that day. it was fun yet tiring too! LOL!

updates...

2008-08-28T21:50:00.005+08:00

i don't have the energy to update my blog right now. too tired to think of sentences (eg. grammar mistakes, vocabularies, ideas, recent activities). My brain's too DEAD to think. i can just sleep on my laptop if i wanted to. but then again i might get a neck ache when i wake up a few hours later. I promise that I'll write about my HRD dinner, and my 1-week midterm holidays this coming weekend.

PLUS, i got Effective Teaching and Learning (ETL) midterm exam this coming saturday and i haven't study for it! *mati lah I*

tired. going to sleep now. Chiao.

more results!

2008-08-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

here's more. I'll only post those that I feel is accurate.

Your Psyche is Yellow

You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance.

You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly.

Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker.

When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser

When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor

What Color Is Your Psyche?

What A Lily Says About You

You are playful, flirty, and friendly.

You can easily light up a room... or someone's heart.

Your unique personality attracts a lot of attention!

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.

You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.

If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

You Are Red Orange

You are a very genuine person, although it takes a while for you to show the true you.

A bit introverted, you desire respect and affection from those close to you.

You are quite empathetic, and you have a true concern for the well being of others.

Many people have warm, heartfelt memories of you - even if you don't remember them well.

What Color Red Are You?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 30% Naughty, 70% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup

That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style:

Classic and elegant. You prefer to make a statement with a few quality pieces.

Your Ideal Wedding:

Traditional and formal, but not tacky. You think the most beautiful weddings are understated.

Your Philosophy on Marriage:

It's a serious commitment, and the couple entering it should be ready to work for their relationship.

Your Perfect Marriage:

Is calm, stable, deep, and meaningful.

The Wedding Dress Test

Your Luck Quotient: 67%

You have a high luck quotient.

More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.

You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.

Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

Your Money Personality is Healthy

You have a good relationship with money.

You don't spend wildly, but you're not opposed to treating yourself on occasion.

In general, you save some of what you earn.

You know the importance of a nest egg.

You aren't afraid of being financially literate - you embrace learning more about finances.

From a retirement plan to having an emergency fund, you know what you need to have to be safe.

What's Your Money Personality?

[Me: i thought i'm not a healthy money spender!]

You're Confident...Sometimes

You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it

But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt

A little more inner confidence could take you far...

And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem

Are You a Confident Woman?

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.

You have the confidence to make the first move.

And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.

Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

[Me: i dunno wat to say to this...]

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

[Me: oh? since when green is my colour?]

Your Mind is Green

Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance.

You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.

You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Mind?

[Me: seriously, since when I become a problem solver? Anyone, help?]

You Are 27% Scary

You scare men off ocassionaly, but only very weak men.

You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close.

Do You Scare Off Men?

[Me: 1st time i heard of this type of result! LOL!]

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.

Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.

Sometimes this faith can lead to disappointment in the long run.

No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.

Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.

A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.

You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

[Me: *blur...*]

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.

You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.

Communication is how you connect with people.

You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful

For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming.

Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing.

You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away

Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful

Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing

Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you!

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Gemini - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.

You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.

You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.

Your negative traits:

You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.

You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.

Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.

Your ideal partner:

Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.

Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.

An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship.

Your dating style:

Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.

Your seduction style:

Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.

Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.

Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.

Tips for the future:

Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.

Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.

Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.

Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

[Me: I like this the most! ROTFLMAO]

You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius

Why? You crave excitement and playful banter

Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes

As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty, with tons of surprises

Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

[Me: Unbelievable! but then i dun really rely on this result to find a guy to be my partner in life! LOL!]

Your Attitude is Better than 65% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

[Me: oh? is this for real?LOL!]

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.

Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.

You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!

People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

[Me: no comment on this...]

results from quizzes

2008-08-27T18:32:00.002+08:00

here are the results of the quizzes that I took:

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle.

You know that love isn't like a greeting card...

Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.

You are the best of both worlds

Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious.

Almost any guy can find balance with you.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

You Act Like You Are 19 Years Old

You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.

You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.

You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Quirk Factor: 44%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.

Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

How Quirky Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

Your Mood Ring is Dark Green

Friendly

Outgoing

Cheerful

Mood Ring Generator

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.

You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.

However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.

Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

You Should Date A Swede!

You're a romantic, albeit an understated and practical one.

It's more about a steady partnership for you, not unrestrained falling

Your Swede will give you the unwavering love you crave

While making up some mean pancakes and meatballs on the side!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.

You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!

An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.

And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Are 56% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.

You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...

But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

How Open Are You?

what a week...

2008-08-11T21:12:00.003+08:00

haih.. what a tiring week (last week). Me and my group members (for my counselling subject) rushed with our group project which we passed it up last Friday! it was quite tough for us because each of us had to give comments based on approaches or theories in counselling. -.- so I had to do research from the internet to be able to write my part of the comments.

Then on Saturday morning, we had to attend a seminar on "How to be a great entrepreneur". hm.. I think I only remembered 20% of what was mentioned by the invited speakers. We had 2 invited speakers. I was more immersed in my comic books than to the talk! *blerk* We were FORCED to attend this seminar or we'll lose 20 marks for our Asas Kebudayaan Keusahawanan subject (which i'll just call it EBX. it's the code of the subject). lol!

Oh yea! right after the seminar, me and 3 of my friends went to the K-box at the Students' Affairs building. all of us sang our heart out! but then we had to spend RM1.50 just to sing 1 SONG! (omg, so damn expensive!). then we played bowling. at 1st I hesitated to play because I was wearing BAJU KURUNG that day! but 2 of my friends were wearing baju kurung as well. so me who doesn't want to be left out joined in the game too! since we all don't have socks with us, we had to buy a pair each which costs us RM2.

Then I didnt do anything much except sitting in front of my laptop the whole day and online looking for journals for my Human Resource Planning subject. it's for group project (of 3 ppl per group). we'll have to submit the report this coming Friday! *dead* haven't read a single journal although I saved them in my laptop. *sweat*

It's Convocation Week in Unimas (this week). It's held for 3 consecutive days. hm.. it'll be my turn in year 2010. During my Japanese class this afternoon, I wasn't surprised to see my oral test scores. I admit that I wasn't prepared that day. I got the lowest score in the class, which is 6.8 out of 10. *sweat* My other classmates got at least 7.5 and above! but i'll try my best in the coming oral test! hehehe... Makete wa nai! (I won't lose! roughly said in japs anyway. correct me if i'm wrong).

there's public speaking session for my Effective Teaching and Learning class 2molo. i'm so dead! found the informations already but my brain is not up to editing the texts for my speech and memorizing! *dead* i'm somehow suffering from mental fatigue whereas physically I'm still ok.
weird...

I seriously can't wait for my midterm break next week!!! I think I'm suffering from minor depression. I dun feel like going to lectures this week. Felt like staying in my room the whole day and sleep.

ok, that's all the complaints i wanna say. :D *peace*

stressed out

2008-08-08T02:42:00.002+08:00

haaaaaaaah! now I can breathe a sigh of relief! I've finally finished my part for my group's Counselling assignment! So stressed out that I went to SMS my close friends (carol la jadi mangsa!). Now it's like 3am! ish...

Finally Kota Samarahan received rain around 3.30pm 2day after almost 2 weeks it didn't rain! I went to sleep when it just started raining. then I slept for 4 hrs straight till 7.30pm! I'm so lacking of sleep! *sigh*

This morning's interview with Swinburne's HR Manager went smoothly. Met my sister there. There's another week left to my midterm holidays! can't wait for it. But I still have 1 more assignment to do which dues on NEXT FRIDAY!!! still haven't found the journals. *plays dead*

my mind's getting dizzy. gotta go!

DIEEEEE!!!

2008-08-07T01:17:00.003+08:00

argh! i feel like torturing myself! dunno why! maybe coz i'm so stressed out on finishing the assignments which will due on FRIDAY! i haven't done my part yet. only finished 20% of it. i don't even know what's the title of our assignment! my lecturer didn't even give us guidelines on how to write our reports! >.<

i'm having minor flu (YES! again) coz i didn't have enough sleep! Tric is now scolding me (sort of) for not taking care of myself! i know i sneezed a few times in a couple of hours. but i REFUSE to eat any medicine/supplement! LOL! I'm seriously torturing myself (don't have to pity me).

um, 2molo going to Swinburne to interview the HR Manager there for one of my subject. so I have to wear formal attire (with heels, of coz!). then i'll have PANDA EYES for not having enough rest. (kill me, kill me!) i'm going berserk every passing second!

ok la, better stop here b4 my entry becomes NOT sane! LOLLLLLLLL!

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

2008-07-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

Last Friday: i went back to my sister's house. stayed there the whole weekend. i slept early that night.

Last Saturday: surprisingly, i woke up at 8am! argh! too early. then we went to My Bookstore at Satok to look for my textbooks. all the books that i wanted to buy don't have stock! ARGH! then we went to BDC Everrise to shop for groceries. before that, we went to Popular Bookstore to buy some stationaries. I bought 2 black gel ink pens, 2 plastic files, 3 exercise books (for me to copy important notes). at the Everrise departmental store, i managed to buy a pair of wedges (with heels) which cost me RM42.80. and i bought a lingerie. sis still owe me $$ for her lingerie! i spent RM37 on my groceries. cooked steamed toufu, french beans, and chicken drummets for dinner. me and sis did the cooking, of coz! :D slept rite after midnight after playing with Beybeb. suddenly i found it FUN to play with him although he likes to bite people till he leaves some "kawaii" wounds on you.

Sunday: woke up at 10am. went to Saberkas to find my textbooks again, but to no avail. in the end, i bought a laptop screen protector and keyboard protector instead which cost me RM60! *faint* i spent so much money in 1 WEEK!!! cooked cabbage, lady's finger, and fish for dinner. went back to uni at 9.30pm. slept at 2.30am!

Monday: woke up at 8.30am. lectures straight from 10am to 4pm without break! reached my room, feeling withered. but i slept at 12.30am pulak! *shoot myself*

Tues: woke up at 7am. went to SMK Balai Ringin at Serian to interview a counselor for my group project. luckily the counselor is a friendly person (it's part of their job/professionalism). i'm not the interviewer. i'm the one who wrote whatever the counselor answered. LOL! me and 2 of my friends (names will not be mentioned) didn't go to any lectures 2day! LOL! after the interview which ended before lunch hour, we went to The Spring to have our lunch. after that, we went window shopping. then we went for flat-sandals hunting for one of my friend. she wears formal attire often this sem but she doesn't have the proper footwear for those clothes! so my 2nd friend suggests that she buy a pair of nice-looking sandals (since my 1st friend doesn't like to wear heels). Vincci is having a sale up to 70% for the sandals! me and my 2nd friend were tempted to buy the shoes/sandals there! in the end, each of us bought a pair of footwear! i bought a pair of heels (rm32.50). Friend no.1 bought a pair of pointy flat shoes. Friend no.2 bought a pair of flat sandals. we went back to uni at 5pm.

right now i'm running out of ideas on what to write for my essay which i have to print and pass up 2molo! *DIE*

sorry for the long post! LOL!!!

my shopping spree?

2008-07-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

on Wednesday afternoon, i went to town with my fren, Juju.

1st Location: The Spring.
we had our lunch at Sushi King (as usual). being a BIG fan of sushi, we surprisingly ate less than what we normally had. dis time we only spent RM 20 each. normally each of us would have spent RM 30. then we went to pc shop. Juju bought cooler pad, empty CDR, headphone.
I bought a joystick. At Ta Kiong, we bought quite a lot of stuff too. i bought 2 sets of 6-packet chrysanthemum drinks, 3 packets of crab flavoured keropok. Juju bought a few things. I bought an Oxford JAPANESE Dictionary which cost me RM 64.90. I spent RM96.10 here.

2nd location: Kenyalang Park
we went there to scout for dramas and other interesting stuff they had. Juju bought a Hana Yori Dango SP. she thought it was the HYD Finale! when she watched it in her room, it's only a special SHOW on HYD! *total disappointment*
I bought 2 live concerts of Bon Jovi and Josh Groban. dun ask me why i bought those. i just feel like watching those at dat time.
I reloaded my Hotlink number here too. then i changed my Hotlink plan to dat 365 days plan. it means my number will stay active for the whole year! i dun have to reload when my airtime due anymore! i juz need to reload then i'm running low in credit! i spent RM 53 here.

3rd location: Guardian branch somewhere2...
i bought ear plugs (cant stand my roomie punya noisy keypads of her hp), sponge to scrub body, pantyliner, and strepsils. costs: RM 33.45

Petrol: RM7.50 x 2 = RM15
Car Rental: RM7 x 5 hrs 30 minutes = RM 38.50 (2 person pay)

my total expenditure: RM 229.30!!!

my mum's SOOOOOOOOO gonna kill me if she finds out!

new lessons

2008-07-21T20:57:00.002+08:00

2day i woke up so early. although my class starts at 10am! becoz my group members for one of my subjects wanted to meet up and discuss about our tutorial. so for this tutorial, we had to present wat the lecturer had given us: a chart. my group have to brief about Person/Organization Match. haih.. got no energy to do research dis morning. even when i read thru the 2 pages of that section in reference books, i dun even get it!

then i had class STRAIGHT from 10am to4pm WITHOUT A BREAK! me and my friend almost fainted from the hunger! but luckily all the lessons were not so boring. hahaha... I kinda like the Japanese lessons. it's my 1st lesson in class coz i managed to register for the slot last friday. *Lucky lucky!* my lecturer is a Japanese. She teaches well. :D

after i came back from my last class, i quickly ate 2 puffs that i bought earlier! almost got gastric for the 2nd time for 2day! ugh! hate the feeling of gastric! then i was still not satisfied with only 2 puffs. so i went to tapau dinner with my roommate. My roommate is conscious about her health and environment. she used her own food container to tapau her dinner instead of using the polystyrenes provided at the cafe. i think i wanna get one too from my sis's house later! :D

dat's all d updates for now. Presentation will b on wednesday morning! and i'm still not prepared! *sob*

morning...

2008-07-20T12:09:00.001+08:00

i got sick wif flu and fever on thursday. it was reli bad. i had a runny nose on dat day. and my class schedule on dat day was very packed as well. so i had to cut my Preparatory English class in d afternoon coz my body reli cant take it anymore. so i juz slept d whole afternoon till almost 7pm.

friday: my faculty had a Entrepreneurs Mini Expo on this day. it's part of our course which we registered last sem but we only get to carry out our project this sem coz of some casualties. my group is called Picky Wiggy. reason for d name: wanna have weird names (i guess). anyway, my group sold nasi campur, catering style. we had ayam masak merah, telur masak merah, kari ayam, labu masak lemak, masak hitam (beef), ayam goreng, mixed veges, french beans cooked with fish balls. our food sold out within 3 hrs! coz dat time was also lunch hour. so many people came to buy. we held d expo from 11am to 5pm. it was fun! even though it rained at around 3pm...

my group members

the food...

saturday: we had our presentation for our Entrepreneurship course. we had to present what did we sell, did we gain profit or not, did we face any casualties, and so on. it was ok la. coz we were evaluated by peers (a.k.a. students/coursemates). after i came back from d presentation, i continue my sleep for another 3 hrs! wahahahhaa... i couldnt sleep well at nite coz i had breathing difficulties! think i need someone to urut my back and shoulders! coz i got a lot of angin trapped in my body. mayb dat's why my flu never get better or cured completely.

sunday: it's noon now and it's raining. boring la... wanna exercise 2day. maybe i need to strengthen up my body to fight off the flu bug! heheheh... roomie went out dunno to where. didnt ask. mayb will ask later. dat's all for now! later...

tagged by Clare

2008-07-15T00:29:00.002+08:00

. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?

- yea

2 ) Describe urself in one word

- undecidable (does this word exists?)

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?

- Half of both. :P

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?

- Of coz! in the end the feelings died down as time goes by...

5 ) Does it feel good to love?

- I love Nyimi! and my family and frens! :D

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?

- I love u. Please remember me always in your heart even though i'll not be in this world anymore! Remember to cherish those who are dear to you.

7 ) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??

- just ignore that person and have faith in wat i believe in! WAHAHAHAHAHA~

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

- yea. in the end it didnt work out. -.-

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?

- huh? jealous? i don't read expressions easily...

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?

- Ignore them (as usual)

[ACT II]

1 ) Best place to cry?

- I try my best not to cry. But normally in front of tv (coz of sad scenes from stories/dramas)

2 ) Who do you love the most?

- Nymi (pet cat), family, close frens, God.

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?

- I don't remember most of my dreams after i woke up

4 ) Ever hated someone so bad?

- YESSSSSSS! there was a gal of the same age and an english teacher in secondary schooL! but then i've forgotten all about that already.

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?

- don't remember. coz i dun wanna keep them in my heart.

[[ * LAST PERSON... * ]]

:: Had a beer with?

- Oyaji? (translation = dad)

:: Went to the movies with?

- my ex bf (yang tak guna...)

:: Talked on the cell phone with?

- Ofukuro (translation = mum)

:: You hugged?

- my stinky, old candy bolster

:: You yelled at?

- Beybeb! (sis's monstrous "baby" cat)

[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...* ]]

>> Kissed someone?

- does my bolster and purple doggy count?

>> Sing/sung/song?

- Don't U Ever Stop by KAT-TUN

>> Danced crazy?

- tried to but failed.

// Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry

- at beybeb! coz he's too notty and keep on attacking ppl for no reasoN!

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call?

- as if i know when i'll die! my life's in the hands of God...

// If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?

- Have a job in this fuel-hike economy... which will b after i graduated in 2 yrs time...

// Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?

- No way!

// Are you old fashioned?

- depends on people's view about me

// What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

- eh... that i love them?

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

- My fangirl-ism on bishounen japanese guys! ;p (bishounen= pretty boys)

AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIHHHHHH!!!

2008-07-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

i suddenly developed a sore throat after eating some spicy (actually not spicy at all) food this afternoon! it's more like i almost choked on my food! -.-" then now i got sore throat!

my flu's/blocked nose is better 2day! altho half of the day i could almost not breathe! aih...

i terserempak my "twin" on my way to class.

2day me and my fren, Juju, went crazy a little. actually we're much more talkative than usual. dunno wat's gotten into us to talk so much 2day! :D

one of my housemate OVERFED my Nemo! she made the whole tank FULL OF THE FISH PELLETS! so i've got no choice but to change the water in the tank! i forgot to add anti-clorin chemical when i put Nemo back into the tank! luckily i realized my carelessness (coz i was still thinking who was the culprit). then i gotta get Nemo out with my hand. he escapes from me easily! -.-"

1st weekend of July

2008-07-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

minna konichiwa! wahahahaha... dis weekend i'm staying at my sis's place. sunday nite going back to uni again.

Friday: i got 2 lectures. but i didnt attend any of them coz i wasnt feeling well. 1st lecture was at 8am. 2nd lecture was at 2.30pm. i had an itchy nose in the middle of the night while i was sleeping. i rubbed my nose till the itch got worse. then i got no choice but to wake up at dat time and ate some medicine. b4 dat, i had to blow my nose coz of the itchiness! argh! then i finally woke up at 11am, when my frens dropped by my room to pass me back my pendrive. after i bathed after i woke up, my nose was still in the same condition. so i had no choice but to escape the afternoon's class too. then i took my medicine and continued sleeping again in the afternoon.

Saturday: sis and bro-in-law came to pick me up at 10am. went to eat breakfast 2gether. then bro-in-law dropped me and sis at Saberkas coz i wanted to buy cooler pad for my laptop and empty dvd-r for me to burn some series dat i've downloaded a few weeks ago. at 1st we went to a salon with the intention of just washing our hair. in the end, we ended up doing more stuff to our hair. ME: dyed and trim my hair. SIS: style, dyed, and perm. her hairdo costs double of mine. mine's only rm118. FYI, for a short hair like mine is quite expensive! i spent 3 hours sitting on d salon chair till my butt and back got numb. sis even worse! sat there for 5 hrs coz she has to go through more processes. after sis finished, we went to have dinner wid her husband at KFC. too tired to cook at home edi so we ate out instead. Slept a little after midnite.

Sunday: woke up at 10.30am. then i suddenly developed flu while i was helping sis out to prepare lunch/dinner. so i only managed to help to cut all the garlics and shallots (bawang merah). after that i took my flu pill and went to sleep. on such a hot day like 2day, i had to cover myself up with blanket! coz i could feel the chills from the fan blowing around in the room. i slept for 3 hrs. so basically i spent half of my day sleeping! then i ate dinner and packed my things to go back to uni. then i almost forgot about my fish pet again! btw, my fish's name is Nemo. SURPRISED? don't be. it's another fighting fish and it's my 3rd fish. this time i put Nemo into a BIGGER tank so dat he can swim around freely! and of coz control his food intake as well. and lucky for me, Beybeb (now i like to call him "Ah Beb Ah") didnt notice the existence of Nemo (although Nemo has been at sis's house for almost a week). so now Nemo's in his BIG tank, enjoying swimming around... I still got flu (more like runny nose and blocked nose). have to take another LARGE pill of flu medicine and go to sleep. lucky for me class starts at 10am the following day.

sewel guy!

2008-07-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

oh oh... 2day i received a very shocking "confession" from a guy i juz met. we seldom sms... then out of the blue this guy suddenly ask me to be his GIRLFRIEND!!! *sweat* i can say he's still a stranger to me. i dunno much about him. not even his full name.

he said he wanna b my boyfriend juz to know each other better. WAT KIND OF REASON IS DAT?!?! and he oso said dat we become BF n GF 1st. if we're compatible, then we become SERIOUS LOVERS! *wat d freaking shit is this... never heard of a guy chase after a gal like dat! ARGH!!!!* he kept on repeating himself over and over again till i got sien oso. then in d end i told him straight-forwardly dat if he ask again, i'll juz tell him d same answer (which is, i rejected all his request!!!!) now i kinda wished dat i had never met this guy... he's rather sweet, but in a super wrong way!

we're jz sms each other like 4 times (as in 4 days le) after we exchanged our numbers. but he's boring la... topics during sms oso come to an end very fast. then i'm d one who always have to start another new topic. if he's d one who wants to know more about me, he's d one who shud ask me questions, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND! he tot dat i like to complain to ppl and he becomes d listener. well pal, U'RE SO DAMN WRONG! i like talkative ppl, wid good sense of humor too.

lastly, i felt so much better after complaining it here! MWAHAHAHAHAHA! comments r welcomed.

tiring day

2008-07-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

i woke up damn early this morning. kononnya wanna go to uni to settle about my online registration stuff. then suddenly the plummer wanna come 2day after mum made appointment wif them (supposed to b 2molo but they wanna come 2day). so no choice gotta wait for them to fix the leaks of water pipes in the house. when d plummer came, Beybeb quickly hid himself away (nearly couldnt find him!).

so, we shifted out morning plans to d afternoon. then, we're all getting lazy (more like TIRED) to go anywhere. so i decided to settle all my things thru email. hehehe...

so me n family went to The Spring after having dinner at Expert Food Court at RH Plaza. mum jz wanna walk around the mall coz dat's d 1st time she stepped into The Spring.

Beybeb slept the whole day, so he's so active at nite (now's 2am!). keep on running here and there nonstop and disturb things that he finds interesting. dis morning he played wid an old bone. he kicked the bone like it was his football! *sweat* then i oso play wid him lo. since he's the type "I MUST WIN". when he starts attacking me, i must fight back too! (kiasu betul la me).

Zettai Kareshi!

2008-07-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

yea yea... am downloading this Japanese drama called Zettai Kareshi (translation: Absolute Boyfriend)!!! very nice la dis drama! then i'll download Last Friends, Gokusen 3. dunno wat r d new dramas in summer.

anyway, amu tua and amu su now having hols. i'm gonna start my 2nd yr of university life next week. will b having a new roommate too. i hope we can get along well. otherwise, it's bad for both of us!!

i seriously duno wanna write about wat. mum everyday likes to advice me! haih...sakit palak when i hear her! ish... dad now onlining. everyday i have to jaga Beybeb (the monster). but now he's a bit more gentle than b4. he still likes to bother us (ppl) coz he's been alone at home when sis n bro-in-law goes to work.

>.<

2008-06-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

i finally can online anytime i wan! coz i got my celcom broadband edi! wahahaha... but d line kinda sucks at my housing area. gotta find a suitable spot to have a good and fast connection. so d only spot where it's fast is.... MY ROOM!!! wahahaha... i download files is like, SUPER SLOW. haih... then i have to leave my laptop on for most of the hours for the day! reli need to get a new cooler pad if i dun wan my laptop to got nuts again...

i dunno wat else to report. i finally get to chat wid my frens and catch up wid their lives. hehehe... hopefully later in my uni, the connection is better than my home so dat i can download files endlessly! my broadband modem seems to like to burn the sim cards inserted in it. hahaha... so i had better buy sth dat can help to cool down dat modem FAST! otherwise i cant online! >.<

when my dad went to kch for 4 days, Nyimi was so damn lonely coz me and mum juz ignore him altho he was seeking attention from us (tho not obviously). normally my dad will b d one whom Nyimi climb on and sits on his lap (when he's clean only!). so last nite i pampered Nyimi by stroking his head and chin. hahaha... kecian him. 2day he was so scared of my dad when he saw my dad. it's like he cant recognize my dad just after 4 days! -.-"

i still got 2 weeks left of hols b4 going back to uni! I SOOOOOOO DUN WANNA GO BACK TO UNI!!! i wan my laid back life in my home! wahahaha... which is sleeping, bullying Nyimi, watching tv (mostly comedies and cartoons), help to cook dinner.

ok, guess dat's for now. nyahahaha...

nah, some pics!

2008-06-05T15:14:00.003+08:00

nah, i'll post Beybeb's pics here 2day. and my latest pic of myself wid short hair. tho now my hair's kinda long edi. almost 1 month ago since i cut it.

i oso wanna crita about my b'day this year. this year not many ppl remember my bday. so it's quite sad/disappointing. hahahaha... but it's in the past now. luckily i got Myojo mag (1 only) from my amu-amu sekalian. FYI, Myojo mag is a monthly mag in Japan where they have interviews of popular idols (and i mean HANDSOME and PRETTY looking idols). Idols that appeared in there r News, KAT-TUN, Hey Say Jump, Kinki Kids, Arashi, Jr boys of Johnny's, some drama interview which these idols act in, interviews of other actors/actresses. quite interesting la d interviews if u know how to read kanji, katakana, n hiragana! for me, i totally cannot read the kanji, so i only read the hiragana. even when i read the hiragana, i tak faham wat it's talking about! so i look at the mag for their pics only! hahahahahaha!

ok, back to my bday... i only have a b'day cake from my parents. mum gave me credit for my hp. so dat's my present. i've got a miskin bday dis year. hahahaha... i wish to have dramas!! this spring's dramas r nice. well, most of them r. hahahaha...

em, i just run dunno how many metres using the thread mill (d workout machine which u use to walk/jog/run on). had a great workout yesterday! made me feel good to sweat so much! hehehe... so i must work out more to lose some flabs!

k la. nothing else to say anymore! hahaha...